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Sometime
in recent memory the term “a writer” became
an honorific. This title, which once was a plain descriptive
with no nuance (unlike 'scribbler', 'poet', 'yellow journalist',
or 'essayist') now is elevated to a lofty status. In the
popular imagination writers are 'sensitive', 'deep', 'tortured',
somehow possessed of special wisdom which they are compelled
to share with others. I've heard writers say, “I write
because it hurts so much if I don't!”
That is why after 9/11
there was a rush to ask writers of all sorts to write essays
and thought-pieces on the tragedy—as if they somehow
knew more than others, or at least could articulate it better,
and thereby soothe the pain of others who felt but could
not speak the words.
Although I have written four
novels, I have difficulty thinking of myself as a 'writer'
in those terms. It's too grand an appellation. I have opinions
(pretty vivid ones, too) and lots of imagination (not as
much as Fellini, though, or even Mike Myers) but I don't
think I have any direct connections to the Sublime Truth.
The title I'd give myself
is Tale-Teller, Story-Teller. "Once upon a time there
was a boy..." I scatter crumbs to make a story-trail
for others to follow. Those crumbs are words, and while
any words can make a trail, it's a better trail if the words
are tasty ones. So in that way, to be a tale-teller is be
a wordsmith as well—another honorific, but one I'm
striving for. Writers must begin with a sensitivity to language
and the way it works to convey mood, associations, shape
and color. The sharper this sense, the clearer the picture
a writer can paint in the mind of a reader.
And that's what it's
about—one mind connecting to another, speaking across
time and space. Immortality? Even the most ordinary words
of an ordinary letter-writer can live on after their creator,
and soar into the future. Perhaps that's really why we all
want to be writers, and so many of us are, with or without
the title. Some of those everyday letters do indeed have
the wisdom of the universe in them, entirely unawares. 
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