When
the long oar dips, there are ripples. There is
one—a circle, and it breeds, growing into
a fallen bangle (on the water), then a plate.
Now it is a hula-hoop and there are more ripples,
coming together, joining. So the canal is a rectangular
universe of ripples and oars and painted boats
floating like leaves. This is a good thing to
watch, even the trees, soaked at their roots
and mossy, dragging on either side of the passage
and sometimes finches flutter from branch to
branch. You would think there is no direction,
but there is a sense the tour guide in sneakers
and striped tattered sweater reflects: that he
knows what he is doing and it is obvious which
water road to take. You can tell from his dark
leathery face, his absent expression, the baseball
cap a tilted afterthought on his head, that his
mind is on another land. Maybe on a cockfight
he wishes to bet on, a girl he wants to bed,
a crying child in need of medicine (and in all
cases, the tips you will give him are already
spent). Che wanted to hire Mariachis to sing
for them, but Maru said five hundred pesos was
too much to pay. She was happy, she said, to
watch the water and the trees and frighten the
cold under a scratchy blanket.
Che embraces Maru’s waist underneath the
blanket, his fingers moving along her thick waist
and hips round and fattened by pork rinds and salt
tacos, Coca Cola. Sprite. He wonders, smelling
the cream on her face, when Maru decided to manage
his funds. She is his woman—so what? Now,
he feels less than a man because she knows (when?
how?) the truth of his pocket. That he is too poor
to pay for Mariachis.
And he would sing for her, if he could sing—he’d
chose a ballad, perhaps and maybe then she would
let him into her blouse and under things. He would
feel more than her breasts, stiff hills underneath
a bra and dress. Impenetrable! Like the expression
of the tourist guide making ripples Maru is so
glad to watch and touch with a brown finger, making
new circles, making her spot on the water’s
land.
He will ask her to marry him, even though she does
not let him touch her skin. Even though she knows
the secret of his finances. He’ll ask her
because she makes rice pudding without raisins
and takes it to his toothless grandmother, who
lives with Che and his family. And she washes the
dishes with his mother underneath the open faucet
in the garage because there is not enough room
for a kitchen sink. And because her hips are fattened—she
likes to drink Coca Cola straight from the bottle.
There will be no engagement ring, but Che will
promise her one in the future. Like his cousin
Memo promised his wife, Chela. He has not gotten
her one yet, but they already married in the church
and had a party with Mariachis and chicken with
chocolate sauce. Paper decorations hung from strings
wrapped around branches and there was rum. If Maru
had been his woman then, he would have sung her
a drunken song, passionate with half-lidded eyes
like men sing. Because he’s a man—twenty
is already old if you want many children running
around, learning how to fix car motors and recite
the alphabet.
Che will ask the tour guide to take him to the
Island of the Dolls, which is not far from where
they are now drifting. If the tour guide says there
is an extra fee, Che will put him straight. He
won’t even have to lift his hand from Maru’s
fleshy waist. He will raise his head and say:
The waters of Xochimilco I know like the palm of
my hand. In all the years I rowed when I was a
young boy, this was before I could come here to
pay my own way (he’d remark in a confident
tone)—I never charged extra for a compatriot.
The gringos, I charged them two hundred, three
hundred pesos more.
And the tour guide will suck his teeth, angry to
have been caught in a swindle, and paddle to the
Island of Dolls, where an old man who doesn’t
remember his own name, but likes visitors just
the same, will welcome them to his home. A shack
made of drift wood and fallen branches, a hotplate
and a creaky bed, and his collection of lost dolls
hanging by plastic necks from branches, leaning
against rocks, nailed to shaky walls. Che does
not know why the old man collects the dolls but
understands he is crazy and that’s okay.
Che thinks Maru would like that because she likes
different things; things that show her there is
a different world for every person. That is why
she likes to glide past other boats in Xochimilco
and why she watches soap operas on the television.
He has never taken any other woman to this place—for
him it is special. Special like the way tortillas
and fresh whole beans taste together, or special
in the way of Maru.
He will take her there and they will wander around
while the old man makes them coffee in a tin can
and he will pull her closer, tighter and taste
her face cream on their kisses. But now, he watches
Maru watch the river and her eyes are dark—dark
almost black. And he can see the ripples of the
water inside them.
 Trained
in Fine Arts, Zett Aguado found her true
calling three years ago when she began
writing her first short story. Her work
has appeared or is forthcoming in V estal
Review, Painted Moon Review, Small Spiral
Notebook, Snow Monkey, Eclectica,
Literary Potpourri, In & Out Magazine
and The Vallarta Voice. She is the 2001
National Short Story Winner for Mad Dog
Publishing. She has lived most of
her life as an expatriate in one country
or another, and has lived with her husband
in Dubai, United Arab Emirates for almost
two years. |
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