SHOT IN THE DARK By Cara Swann © 2000 by Cara Swann; all rights reserved ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Suspense/Crime/Thriller/Love A poor young mother struggles to survive as a con artist, but wants to get out of the life for the sake of her daughter. She plans one last big heist of an armored car with a recently paroled ex-con, but their scheme goes awry when her former drug addict boyfriend escapes prison and abducts the child. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ PROLOGUE I. Sally Jasmin Sally watched as the red Wells Fargo armored car pulled in at the department store. She glanced to the entrance, barely visible from her car in the mall parking lot, and then to the quick, precise movements of the guards - a practiced routine that never varied from day to day except for arrival and departure times. One uniformed guard came out of the back, grabbed a metallic loader and wheeled it into the building, the other one remaining at the truck, closing the doors. She observed the guard who stood rigidly, his eyes missing nothing; a third guard was behind the steering wheel, watchful. It could be done, she was convinced of it - only not alone. She'd need a partner, perhaps a man. Two people could take that car, if they had a plan and were patient, willing to wait for the arrival which was subject to daily change of scheduled routes. Promptly, the guard returned with stacks of moneybags. She switched on the ignition, backed from her spot and cruised past the vehicle. No one gave her a second glance, and why should they? She looked like a typical suburban Florida housewife, doing her shopping and errands. Sally drove to the mall exit, stopped and peered at the busy highway. Cars whizzed by, the glare of sun piercing her eyes. She slipped on her dark sunglasses, made out like she was adjusting them as she glanced in the rear view mirror to see the armored car slowly driving toward her. The vehicle braked inches from her bumper, and she could see the heavy-jowled guard visibly irritated at her primping. He didn't honk though, and she finally got a break in traffic and pulled out onto the highway, sighing as the armored car went in the opposite direction. The thought of such a scheme sizzled in Sally's brain, like the Florida heat sizzling on the scorching pavement. If she could only pull it off, her life would be vastly different - she could be with her five-year-old daughter, Joey, end the vagabond existence of traveling and stealing, small-time jobs that never got her any closer to living a normal, financially secure life. This one big score would put her over the top, make a difference between having to give up her child someday possibly to adoptive parents who could offer stability and schooling. Or worse, having social services take the child, put Joey in foster care where she'd waste away from neglect. If only she had a reliable partner, Sally thought. She didn't like it, but Sally knew she'd have to ask Joseph to recommend a partner, someone they could trust. Joe himself was doing time at Raiford on a stretch for armed robbery, but he would know the man for this job. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ II. Luther Higgins Luther didn't mind the grating noises of the Missouri State Prison cellblock, but he did hate the games and cons that went down each and every minute. He'd seen it all in his time. At fifty, having spent most of his adult life inside, the daily routine and boredom, the little insignificant acts that got men killed...he'd tired of it and never participated. He lived apart, determined to do his time and never return - for at this point, Luther desired only one thing: peace and solitude, nothing more. He didn't give a shit if he was poor on the outside, he just wanted to be free and left alone. Luther was one of a dying breed, the last of the old- timers, a true convict. Today he often got disgusted with those he was forced to live among: child molesters, rapists, serial killers, rabid dopers who had no pride, no honor or code of conduct except to stick it to anyone and everyone. The lowlifes had ranked at the bottom of the ladder when Luther first came into the joint, back in the fifties, but now they talked incessantly of their sick deeds as though it was common behavior. There was a time when such perverts couldn't survive prison, and in Luther's opinion, society was better for their being murdered inside the walls. At least they never set foot back into decent communities to inflict torture on women and children, innocent unsuspecting citizens. But soon Luther knew this would all be behind him; he would make parole in a month, and vowed he'd never be back. The heart attack five years ago had been a great motivation for changing. Hell, he didn't want to die inside the joint. True, he had been a thief all his life, but that could change - and would! So he was disturbed to hear indirectly from a past acquaintance who demanded a favor - one he'd have to dodge. The problem was, this boy Joe had saved his life. They'd been in the St. Louis jail together, Joe waiting extradition to Florida, when a failed escape attempt by some inmates led to a riot. Joe had recognized that Luther was having a heart attack, administered CPR and gotten him help, despite fires, flooding and general mayhem going on around them. And for that, Luther would have to meet this friend of Joe's when free. But certainly, he could convince anyone of his inability to commit a crime due to his bad health, his age. Whatever, Luther was intent on not dying in prison. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER ONE The small bungalow close to Indian River in a nice, quiet residential neighborhood of Titusville, Florida was nothing to brag about, but it was home to Sally and her daughter, Joey. It was a small stucco house with living room, eat-in kitchen, two bedrooms, bath, screenporch, sitting on a postage-size lot. But it had the advantage of location, convenient to town, and the benefit of fine, decent neighbors. In fact, Sally had chosen it for the number of elderly retired people; they were always puttering around in the yard, cultivating citrus trees, flowers or shrubs, and had plenty of free time for meeting and conversing with neighbors. Sally had formed a fast friendship with Mel and Iva Kilbor, both in their sixties, a genial and caring retired couple who were at loose ends after a lifetime spent in Detroit auto factories. Their children were still back in Michigan, and they mourned the absence of grandchildren. Never missing an opportunity, Sally had quickly made them Joey's foster grandparents, and they were crazy about the child. Few could resist the appeal of her lovely little girl; Josephine was pixie-cute, blond like her mom, dancing blue eyes like her father, mischievous but lovable. The Kilbors doted on the child, and Joey spent almost more time in their spacious brick house than at her home. Sally, on the pretense of being a cosmetic representative, often made long trips out of town. She entrusted Joey's care to the Kilbors, and they never failed to be responsible. Joey loved them, and was even becoming a bit spoiled by their attention. Presently Sally was trying to explain to Joey that she would be gone for another week or so, but the child was preoccupied with her new doll - which Iva had given her earlier using the excuse of Columbus Day for a gift. "Sugar, mommy will be back before you know it!" Sally slipped up behind Joey, wrapped her arms around her, and lifted her up, saying, "Love you baby!" "Mommy, I'm not a baby!" Joey exclaimed petulantly. Sally buried her face in the child's silky blond hair, smelling the clean scent of Johnson's Baby Shampoo. "You'll always be my baby, no matter how big you get sugar!" "Can I go play? I gotta put Molly to bed, she's my baby." Joey's blue eyes widened, her face rapt with adoration for the new doll. "Sure, here you go." Sally put her down, and watched the childish wiggle as she headed toward the bedroom, pretending she was a mother. If only Joey knew the depth of devotion a real mother felt, Sally thought, amazed at herself and how having a child had given her direction, given her emotional rewards never dreamed of before. Sally felt she was a thirty-year-old woman with a mission now - and with her customary single-minded determination, she plotted her trip to St. Louis, Missouri, where she would meet a man Joe Lanky had recommended when she'd visited him at Raiford State Penitentiary the previous week. She trusted Joe, at least while he was locked up. Free, he was a different story. She'd fallen for him, and they'd lived together, thieving and traveling for one year before she discovered he had once been a drug addict. He resumed his heroin habit when she announced she was pregnant. Eventually Joe had split, went to Tampa, and she stayed in Titusville, where he'd more or less dumped her. When next she heard from him, he was in a St. Louis jail, awaiting extradition to Florida on charges of armed robbery. By the time he was finally sent to Raiford, she had already delivered Joey, and survived on welfare until she could return to thieving. Since Joe was her child's father, Sally visited him occasionally and gave him progress reports on their unexpectedly delightful child. During her last visit he'd told her about Luther Higgins, the gist being Joe had saved the older man's life and now deserved his gratitude in any manner Joe chose to request it. And although Sally thought a fifty-year-old heart attack victim an unlikely candidate for an armored car heist, Joe did have a point in saying Luther was more experienced, and could offer an objective viewpoint. Their conversation had then taken a turn for the worse, an argument ensuing because Joe didn't think her idea very smart. Reluctantly Sally finally agreed that Luther could revise or improvise as circumstance demanded. Basically, she still figured an armored car the best choice, but promised to remain open-minded about Luther's suggestions. Sally wasn't crazy about the lengthy trip to St. Louis, but she prepared for it methodically. Her luggage was packed by midnight, and she sat down to survey a map she'd drawn for her route, smoking a Capri cigarette and sipping bourbon. She recalled her last bountiful take at a Miami convention for computer salesmen. Accidentally, she'd spied an older man who didn't seem to fit in, and on an intuitive hunch, she approached him and immediately saw the Rolex watch on his arm - enough to indicate he could be a potential mark. They'd had a delicious meal, danced most of the evening at a club. When she suggestively hinted there was more to come, the man had driven her back to his motel room. Inside, she showed him her gun and wasted no time in relieving him of his Rolex as well as considerable cash money. Naturally she realized that no one carried cash these days, except those involved in illegal activities. Sally held him hostage, interrogated him at length, learning he carried cash a lot; he was a bank robber, and had laundered the money, so it was clean. She had actually enjoyed his company, but since they'd met under difficult circumstances, she thought it wise not to reveal her identity. However, Sally had netted enough to buy a good used 88 Toyota Cressida; pay the Kilbors for keeping Joey during her absence; pay two months' advance rent; and still have money to finance the Missouri trip. It was just real good luck, that Miami job, she reflected. Sally put out the cigarette, drained her drink and looked at the map - it was a long trip, and the quickest route was by interstate, boring and monotonous. She slipped several cassette tapes into a case, impulsively switching on her stereo, putting in her favorite tape by singer K.T. Oslin, hearing 'Come Next Monday' play as she swayed and dreamed. Sally identified with K.T...an 8Os lady! In charge of her destiny, master of her fate...not helpless like she had been as the child of migrant farm workers, a wretched existence she fought hard to forget. But this was 1990, and when the song ended, she put the tape into her case. Then she peeked into Joey's room, looked at the child sleeping peacefully. Her image, as she bent over the bed, was reflected back at her from the dresser mirror - petite and shapely, her wavy blond hair shimmering around her heart-shaped face, wide-spaced green eyes glowing with love. People were always telling her she looked like Michelle Phiefer, and maybe she did just a little. Sally touched Joey's cheek, watched her breathing a moment, and then quietly retired to her bedroom. * * * * Tuesday, October 9, dawned clear and sunny, typical Florida weather. Sally had the car packed and was saying goodbye to Joey at the Kilbors' house by eight. It was difficult to relinquish the child to anyone, but at least the Kilbors were understanding and kept assuring her they would make sure Joey had the best of care. Joey sniffled and said, "Mommy, can I see the clowns, if I be good?" "Sure sugar, just wait and when I get back, we'll all go to that park and see the puppet show, I promise." Sally held her close, murmuring, "You be mommy's sweet baby now and do like nanny says, okay?" "Uh huh, but...mommy, do I have to eat peas?" Sally laughed, glad to break the somber mood, teasing, "Well maybe not every day, honey." Iva, a stout-built woman with graying hair and deep laughlines on her rounded face, said, "Joey, I won't serve peas if you'll promise to do something for me?" Joey looked at her, a pout on her lips. "What?" Sally saw Mel coming around the house, and in his arms he carried a gray tabby kitten. Joey saw it, and squealed, "Poppa!" Iva coaxed sweetly, "Can you take care of this kitty we got for you?" Joey was running to meet Mel and he gently placed the kitten in her outstretched hands as she pulled it to her and began petting it seriously. "Mommy, look...." She walked back to Sally, smiling happily, their parting almost forgotten. "Yes, sweetie that's super. Now you do like nanny tells you, and take good care of it." Nodding gravely, a look of pure love on her face, Joey stated, "I will." After a few instructions about when and where Sally would try to contact the Kilbors, she gave Joey a final hug and quickly left. It was hard not to cry, but she concentrated on the highway, whizzing through Titusville and making her first connection at Interstate 95, heading north in the glow of morning light. Traffic was still heavy, but nevertheless she passed Daytona Beach exits in one hour and was well on her way to Jacksonville, a familiar route she often took toward Raiford. Sally lit a Capri cigarette, squinting in the smoke and thinking that if this trip didn't pan out, she'd make a few stops for business - several excellent motels and tourist areas, convention centers along the route, plush accommodations for spotting easy marks. She had worked all along the east coast, as far north as Atlantic City, but preferred southern cities due to her homebase in Titusville. The hours rocked by, Sally lulled by the stretch of endless interstate. She grabbed a Big Mac at Jacksonville, and then hit I-10, spending an interminable afternoon traveling the length of the panhandle, reaching Pensacola around ten, where she signed in at a Holiday Inn, exhausted. She spent a dreamless, restful night and hit the road by dawn, exiting I-10 at Biloxi and grabbing a mid-morning meal of scrambled eggs, toast, black coffee and orange juice at a small cafe. So far, she'd been pleased by the Toyota; her last car, an 85 Jaguar, had blown the engine, and she decided it was too flashy anyway. From this time forth, she wanted to keep a low profile, look like any other suburban housewife, not showy, not attracting attention. Back in the car, she sighed, weary already but determined. Heading north on 1-55, she relaxed and occasionally marveled at the lush Mississippi countryside as the day wore on. Near dark, thunderclouds appeared on the horizon and she took out an Elvis tape, switching on the radio to hear that a stormfront was blanketing most of northern Mississippi and Arkansas. She made Memphis by nine and called it quits, checking in at a Ramada Inn, hungry and hyper from the chocolate snacks she'd indulged in during the trip. After a balanced meal at the hotel restaurant, she went to her room and looked over the map, studying St. Louis. According to Joe, this guy Luther would be staying with his parents, who lived outside the city, a small town called Sullivan. Impulsively, Sally phoned the Kilbors, told them she was making excellent time, and then chatted with Joey, creating an aching loneliness within her, making her regret the call when she hung up. To distract herself from the sadness, Sally once again studied the map. This Luther, who Joe said had a nickname of "Dodger," was likely to have aging parents, and since she had the phone number, she decided to call him, see if she could set up a meeting in St. Louis. The last thing she wanted was to face his poor old parents! After a few rings, a woman's weak voice answered, "Hello?" "Is this where Luther Higgins is staying?" "Yes, and who is this?" "A friend. Could I speak with him?" Sally asked, reaching for a cigarette, lighting it and automatically grabbing the ashtray. "Just a minute." The phone hit with a thud, and Sally could hear the elderly woman's voice calling, "Luther..." At last a gruff voice said. "Yeah?" "Hi Dodger, how you doing?" "Who's this?" His voice was guarded, brusque. "Sally Jasmin here, a friend of Joseph Lanky's. He said you'd agreed to meet with me?" "Look lady, I owe Joe, but the truth is, I'm not crazy about meeting someone I know nothing about." "Hey, I'm in Memphis and I didn't drive all the way from Florida to get the brush-off. So what you say we meet tomorrow evening in St. Louis?" Sally waited, tapping off her ashes, listening to canned TV laughter from a sitcom in the background. "Fine, but I'm not promising anything except a meeting." "Deal. Where you suggest?" "Why don't I drive down to Memphis, meet you at your motel?" "You on parole, and gonna skip out?" Sally asked, jumping into a possible avenue of complicity. His voice was a whisper, "No one will know I'm leaving here. I have tomorrow off anyway, from my janitor job." "Right, if that's the way you want it." He coughed, said low, "Where you staying?" "The Ramada Inn off Interstate 55," and she gave him the specifics, then they said a hasty goodbye. Standing at the window, Sally watched the onslaught of rain, lighting flashing over the night lights of downtown Memphis, rumbling thunder louder than traffic on the interstate, her thoughts focused on Luther Higgins and how she would convince him to help her, should he prove worthy of her devious designs. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER TWO Luther had left his parents' home just before noon, driving their Chevrolet Caprice, a loan he had been loath to request. But having been free only two weeks and unable to afford a better car, the beatup Chevette he drove to his job at a nearby hospital would have never made the trip to Memphis. He took Interstate 55 south, occasionally cursing the rain, which had not stopped by the time he passed the Arkansas stateline. A dreary, windswept day, traffic on the highway was predictably slow and sluggish. Luther lit a Marlboro cigarette, squinting at the foggy spray off a diesel truck roaring past him. A woman for chrissakes! What in hell did Joe have in mind, a harebrained idea for sure if it involved a woman! At the next reststop, he pulled in and got out, stretched his long legs, took a piss and looked at his haggard face in the bleary mirror. A receding hairline, the rest of his thin greyish-brown hair slicked back; faded blue eyes, wrinkles and tight lines about his eyes and mouth, a rangy frame that now stooped slightly, rawboned from sorry food at the joint. Luther grunted, dashed cold water on his face and after drying his hands, surveyed his khaki pants and shirt, wrinkled from the cramped position behind a steering wheel. He purchased a coke, some corn chips and hit the highway. It was taking longer than he'd anticipated and the arrival time he'd given the woman would be delayed. Somewhere just outside Memphis, the sky lightened in the west and he sailed into the city as a tangerine sunset streaked skyscrapers, a blinding reddish light that made him reach for his sunglasses. He also saw his watch read five, and that put him over an hour late. Noticing an off-ramp, he took it and stopped at a Texaco station, going to a phone stall. He flipped through the book, found the number for Ramada Inn, called and asked to be connected to Sally Jamison's room. It rang several times, but at last she answered breathlessly, "Yes?" "Dodger here. Sorry I'm late, but the weather was hell." "Right, well hey, I had some second thoughts about our meeting..." "That suits me, I'm ready to turn around and go back to Missouri." "No, that's not what I meant." She laughed lightly. "Why don't we meet for dinner, since it's so late anyway?" "I'm not planning on being here that long." "But I bet you didn't eat all day, am I right?" "Well no I didn't..." he said, realizing he was hungry. "How about the River Terrace on Mud Island? I got some city brochures while I was waiting today, and that looks elegant." "I'm not dressed for uh, a fancy place." "Ah come on, it'll be great," she coaxed, her voice silky and seductive. Luther was tempted, but said, "No. Look, either we meet for a talk, or it's off. No meal." She sighed. "Well just come on over to the motel then." "Be there shortly." Luther got in the car, headed back onto the interstate and wondered what sort of woman this Sally Jamison was anyhow? She sounded sure of herself, aggressive. He hoped she was fat and ugly, for his sake. He'd not had a good track record with women, and his dad often said if there was ever a sucker for a sweet-talking woman, it was him. Whipping off the interstate, driving the street to the motel, Luther braced himself for the meeting. He didn't need this, he'd been doing fine - landing the janitor job, planning to rent a small apartment soon. And his parents, for once, thought he was serious about changing; they were hopeful. His dad, his mom - both looked at him with such sorrow, the anguish of his criminal lifestyle painted on their faces. In their seventies now, he wanted to please them, and be the son they had always wanted, not a renegade and embarrassment for two decent middle-class citizens. His dad was a retired insurance executive; his mom the proverbial housewife and mother. The only child, Luther had been their greatest joy in his youth. Then their greatest disappointment when he began petty theft at the age of thirteen, and a heavy burden ever since. As he pulled into the parking lot, slowly driving past the motel rooms until he spotted the woman's room number, Luther was sad, discouraged. He parked and sat there smoking, trying to prepare for an uncompromising position. But then he saw her: She pulled back the drapes, and stood outlined by dim lamplight from the room. He rolled down the car window, tossed out his cigarette and said, "Shit!" * * * * Luther was suddenly hot, sweat on the back of his neck, his upper lip as he stood just inside the door, looking at the gorgeous creature smiling at him, saying sweetly, "Dodger, it's so good to meet you." He nodded, tongue-tied and feeling flustered, his hand nervously wiping sweat at the back of his neck. "You too, I guess." Sally gestured to the small round table by the windows, inviting, "Come, sit down. I know you must be tired. I was just out of it last night when I got here from Florida." Luther eased to the chair, sat down and continued to eye her. She was short, but had curves in places it counted, dusty blond wavy hair near her shoulders and the most angelic face he'd ever seen. He forced himself to say flatly, "Lady, let's not waste time, what's the deal?" "Oh, come on, let's not hurry. How about a drink, just to relax?" "I don't drink much, and..." "Say, I have just the thing, some vodka and juice for screwdrivers." She winked, and went to the counter, pulled out a bottle of vodka and then said, "Let me just run down to the ice machine." "Fine, but make it snappy." He didn't want to encourage her optimism. She hurried out the door, calling, "Be back in a jiffy!" Luther immediately got up, went to the sink and ran cold water, splashing it on his flushed face. Jesus, she was a doll - that slinky red dress on her like a second skin, clinging in all the right places, he thought as he dried with a towel, looking at his eyes, now enlivened, not so weak or tired. He turned to the clothes rack, saw some very nice dresses, slacks, sweaters and skirts arranged neatly, then to the shoes beneath, her suitcase placed on the top shelf. Why so many clothes? Returning to the chair, he sat down and saw her enter the door, carrying ice. She smiled real big. "Here we go, Dodger." He nodded, didn't say anything. Let her keep up the conversation, his throat was too dry to talk. "I know this isn't the best of circumstances for a first meeting, but I think you'll understand why it was necessary once I explain everything to you." She concentrated on the glasses, putting ice in each one, adding vodka and juice, stirring quickly then coming to put one before him. "Not like a bar, but it'll have to do." Luther found himself gulping it, the tart drink going down his parched throat like a streak of fire. He stifled a cough, feeling his face burn. Sally grinned, her face averted as she sipped her drink, then asked, "Little sharp, huh?" Luther put the glass down, asked pointedly, "What do you want from me?" "I happen to think you might be able to help me, in a way we could both profit from." She sat down, put her hands flat on the table, looked him in the eyes. "That is, if you decide to return Joe's favor." She had him there, and he blanched. "I owe him yes, but not you." She continued her unsettling green-eyed stare, saying calmly, "Right, but he's asked you to repay him by helping me." Shaking his head, Luther picked up the glass, draining the drink in one gulp, and pushed back from the small table, getting to his feet. "I don't know what Joe told you, but he did save my life, saved me from dying with a heart attack." "I know," she murmured. "Then you know my ticker's not what it once was. In other words, I'm a pretty poor choice for any kind of risky business." He felt the slow warming of his blood to the liquor as it spread through him, relaxing and welcome. Sally sighed, her face aggrieved as she stood, came to him and begged, "Please at least listen to what I have in mind, then you can decide." "Look, I'm fifty-two. I've spent most of my life in prison, been a thief and done just about every kind of burglary you can imagine, some armed robberies too. It's been a damn hard life. I just want to stay out of the joint, try to make up for the heartbreak I've caused my parents so whatever you have in mind, I want no part of it." He edged away, turning his back to her. There was a portentous silence, only the distant traffic on the interstate intruding. Luther stood his ground, hoping the liquor wouldn't cloud his thinking. "I understand, I really do. If that's the way you want it, then fine," she said bluntly. Astonished, he turned to face her and saw she was crying, silent tears on her cheeks, eyes red. He cursed aloud, "Shit!" and wondered if this was an act? Crossing the room to stand near the TV, Sally pointed to the door. "Just leave, please just leave." Luther ran a hand anxiously through his thin hair, grimacing. "Look, it's just that I am older now, not in the best of health. Maybe I could put you in touch with someone better able to help you?" "Never mind, I'll manage. I always have before, so just leave." He watched as she lifted her chin defiantly, wiping away tears, still pointing at the door. "Lady..." "My name's Sally." "Sally, I owe Joe. I can't just walk away, not unless I offer you an alternative," Luther heard himself say, a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. She shook her head, the wavy blond hair like wheat in wind. "Go! I don't need you. I don't need anyone." Luther walked to the door, had his hand on the doorknob, but couldn't move. He thought about his criminal life, and how he didn't have much of a conscience, but did feel duty bound to attempt whatever Joe asked of him. After all, the boy had saved his life. Sally now sat on the edge of the bed, face in her hands, defeated. He walked to the bed, said, "Okay, I'll listen to what you want. But I can't promise I'll go along, not until I hear it." She looked up at him, gratitude in her eyes. "Thank you. But how about we get a bite to eat, I'm starving." Luther agreed, thinking he was the biggest sucker for a woman in this whole wide world, and worried this one would be the end of him before he'd seen the last of her. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER THREE Sally said, "Let me change into jeans, and we'll go to a burger place." Luther excused himself, went out to stand in the brisk, rain-scented wind near his parked car. As she hurriedly changed out of the slinky dress, Sally grinned. Tears always brought most men around, especially an obvious show of female weakness. Even hard-core men, those professing cold cunning, were touched by her needy display. Zipping the tight jeans, she pulled on a striped cotton shirt, buttoning it up to the high-necked collar - a vastly different image than the low-cut, red silk dress. Her intent was to diffuse the provocative allure she'd created; it seemed Dodger was more susceptible to vulnerability than sensuality. After getting her socks and Reeboks on, she laced the strings, and stood, lifting her hair, running her fingers through it for a bouncy, full effect. She smiled, dabbing at her makeup, clearing away any tear smudges - and thought she looked wholesome, sweet, much younger than her age. Slipping on a windbreaker, she walked out of the motel room and into the gusty wind, joining Luther at the Caprice. "Ready!" "Damn, this wind is something!" He tossed down a half-smoked cigarette, grinding the butt with his heel. "You need a jacket, did you bring one?' She moved closer, staring at his haggard face and stooped shoulders; this man had fought his battles, and it showed in his face like the cracks in an aged sidewalk. "No, and as a matter of fact, this here's my folks' car, so I need to be getting this little talk over. They're expecting me back tonight." "And you always do what they expect?" Sally asked, voice dripping sarcasm. "No, but that's none of your business, the way I see it." "Right. Well how about we take my Toyota? I've been sightseeing today, saw Graceland, love Elvis, so I know my way around." "Whatever." He followed her to the car, got in wordlessly and sat hunkered up, cramped for space. "Sorry," she apologized, starting the car and driving onto the street, heading for the interstate. "These foreign jobs, real uncomfortable." "But great gas mileage!" Sally exclaimed, buzzing onto the highway, glad traffic was light. He grunted, rearranging his long legs, gazing absently into the night. Sally located a Burger King, whipped off the highway, went to the drive-through and asked, "Is this okay? I thought we'd go and park by the river, eat our burgers there." "Whatever." She placed her order for a chicken sandwich, fries and malt. He requested a Whopper with all the fixings, large fries, black coffee, and a peach pie. After she got the food, Sally drove expertly through the interstate system to the parking area just below the ultra-smooth, blue-tinted monorail that serviced Mud Island tourist. The lot had many parked cars, but she located a vacant spot near the river, perfect to see through a stand of trees to the lights of Mud Island reflecting on the muddy Mississippi water. Luther dug in, wasting no time in satisfying his appetite, trying to get comfortable by twisting and fidgeting awkwardly. Sally lowered her car window. "Whew, this feels good - a fall breeze, real cool at night. Feel that river chill? I even see a few leaves swirling out there, already goners." He kept eating, taking a sip of coffee, placing one fry at a time in his mouth. She ate too, not thrilled with the quality of food, but hungry and preoccupied enough not to complain. This guy, he was a poor choice, and she wondered if Joe could be losing it? Glancing at him sideways, Sally was unimpressed; he not only was apparently in bad health, but struck her as an inept loser. Burglaries, small-time robberies? She'd gotten the notion from Joe that Dodger was into heaver shit, like banks or something. To learn he knew nothing of these things didn't instill confidence in his capabilities. But maybe he was just testing her, not telling her about all the crimes he'd committed? He cleared his throat, wiping his mouth with a napkin. "So, what is it you got in mind?" Sally blurted, "First you tell me what all you've done, something you've done that you didn't get caught at?" Silence. "I need to know more about you before I discuss my idea." She paused, said flatly, "I could be risking it if you steal my plan." A throaty chuckle from him as he managed to say, "Your idea, don't you think it might land me back in the joint, should I attempt it?" "No, because you see, I've never done time and I've been a thief most of my life. I don't make mistakes." He stared at her, his sunken blue eyes rimmed with sooty circles. "Just how long is that, about twenty years?" Sally grinned smugly, stashing her trash in the sack, gathering up his. "Let's go for a walk, get out of this stuffy car." They got out, and she went around to him, both shivering in the damp, cold air. Her voice was low but audible, "I'm thirty, but I stay in shape. My livelihood depends on it." His face paled, and his eyes looked off at the glinting river lights. "Hooking?" "No, but I do use my looks to get men interested, then I just sort of take advantage of their lust by luring them to a motel room, getting their money..." He continued his diffident stare at the river, then looked around as another couple came to a car beside them. "Let's walk to the trash barrel over there." Sally walked alongside him, carrying the sacks, talking rapidly, "I never could handle prostitution, my body means more to me than that. But hey, if men are willing to mess around on their wives, then maybe they deserve to be robbed." "Ain't that a nice way of putting it, excuse your behavior." "At least I have an excuse!" she shot back at him, tossing the sacks into the metal can. He rammed his hands in his pants pockets, rocking back and forth on his heels as he studied her beneath the amber streetlamps. "I never make excuses; I am what I am." Sally turned away, mumbling, "This is getting us nowhere." "Are you ready to tell me the idea?" She pulled the windbreaker tight, then looked at him, her voice icy, "No, not until I know more about you. I think Joe was wrong about you anyhow. You want to settle down, do your own thing, and I'm determined to do this one last job, then I'll settle too. But if you aren't really interested, it'd be doing us both a favor if you just split." He grunted, shuddered in the sudden harsh wind and grabbed her by the arm, propelling her back along the asphalt parking lot to their car. Once inside, he stated, "Okay, what you want, a rap sheet? Or just my word for it?" "Start with just one thing you've done you didn't get caught for." "When I was ten years old, I went in the boy's restroom at our church one Sunday night, left the window cracked and came back Monday morning before school to rob the place, got whatever money I could find." "I had something bigger in mind," Sally snapped. "One time my grandmother was visiting and I took twenty dollars from her purse. Mom had me down on hands and knees looking for that twenty-dollar bill, and all the while it was in my pocket. Near Christmas I broke into my aunt's house and stole over two hundred dollars she'd been saving for my three cousins' gifts. She came over to our house crying like a baby, and mom gave her money so the kids would have their gifts." "Jesus!" "Yeah, I was a rotten little turd. I used to steal stacks of comic books from storefronts before they opened, would take milk from peoples' front porches, soda bottles from wherever I found them, which back then a case was worth 60 cents, and I soon discovered I could make more money stealing than delivering The Community News." She said nothing, merely nodded. "Me and some other boys had a clubhouse, we'd steal out of stores, anything we could carry away...and that kept the place well-stocked. See, I did lots before I was ever caught the first time, and that happened at fourteen. As weird as all my haphazard life, me and the boys were plundering an upstairs bedroom and guess who should walk in? A cop, we were robbing a cop! The neighbors called him home, having seen us sneak in through a broken window." A soft laugh escaped, and Sally commented, "Not your lucky day, huh?" "Hardly!" He groaned, sighed and continued, "My folks had me in church every Sunday, and when they realized I was doing some stealing, shoplifting, stuff like that, my dad tried to beat the meanness out of me." She looked at him, her voice steady, "I know what you are talking about, but abuse is not all that uncommon." "I wasn't making an excuse, or plea for sympathy. Just being honest. Anyhow, later I did a little of just about everything, but kept tripping myself up, getting caught. As for the biggest heist, I guess it'd be the time me and another guy robbed a few drugstores, took drugs and money but the law thought it was another gang doing that kind of robberies in the area." He paused, grimaced. "I can recall one of those robberies that was a tough case. We'd gone in like gangbusters, pistols drawn, yelling it was a holdup...and there was a mother and her small son at the counter waiting to check out. Two of us guys there, one in the car waiting...anyhow, this little boy came up to me and told me my gun wasn't real! I was scared to death, because there was no way I was going to do anything to hurt this kid but I was there for one purpose and that was to get the money. When this kid done this, my partner freaked and ran out of the store, so here I was holding two adults at gunpoint and this kid telling me it was a play gun! What I did was take him by the arm, leading him back to where his mother and the owner of the store were standing, told his mom to take him because I didn't want him to get hurt, then I went about getting what I went there for and left." Sally asked, "And were they gone, the partners?" "No, fortunately they'd stuck to the plan...and I got away, but we were all pretty shaky after that time." Suddenly Sally exclaimed, "Have you ever robbed a bank?" "Shit no! You think I'm stupid enough to risk a fed rap?" She bit her lips, shrugged. "Bigger things carry bigger risks." He was now glaring at her, a hard glare of probing intensity that lasted and lasted until he asked, "You planning to rob a bank, lady?" "My name is Sally, but how about you call me Gypsy? That's what my ma called me and it caught on. No, not a bank, an armored car." She started the Toyota, headed back to the interstate and talked steadily, "It's not really that risky. Oh, not if it's planned just right. I mean, one big take and we're on easy street for life." He was shaking his head ruefully, tapping his fingers on his leg, irritated. "Best laid plans oft go astray." "Maybe, but I'm tired too, tired of risking getting caught for nothing but nickels and dimes, never being able to quit..." "What about a legit job? Ever cross your mind?" he asked, glancing at her soberly. "That's for chumps. Why would I want to work at something like that, still nickels and dimes? If I get the car, I can invest that money, live off my dividends." "You're dreaming." "Oh right, but look, I have worked - sold Avon, cased houses for Joe to burglarize. I pretended to be an insurance adjuster once, got into homes to record their valuables." "Yeah, and I used to pay visits to obit's relatives, or birth parents while off at funerals or hospitals...but that don't qualify either of us for an armored car." He angled his legs differently, twitching miserably. As she pulled into the Ramada Inn, Sally glanced at him as she parked. "All I ask is you listen to the plan, down in Florida, see if it don't make sense." He got out, stood in front of the car, leaning on the hood. "Should I plan on the night here?" Sally smiled. "Yes, you can call your folks. Come on inside, I have to phone friends in Florida too." As they entered the room, Sally went to the phone and began dialing the Kilgors' number. When she got Iva, she asked about Joey, laughing at the child's latest antics, her new fascination with the kitten, which she'd named Tiger. Luther sat in the chair, his legs stretched in front of him, hands behind his head, a look of curiosity on his face. Sally cried, "What? You mean that tropical storm, Marco, is getting dangerous there?" He sat forward, seemingly interested. "Oh it's mostly rough on the west side of the state, around Tampa...but the rain is causing flooding." She paused, looked at him and shook her head. "Right, well just so you are all safe." At last she hung up, and said to Luther, "I worry about Joey." "You have a kid?" "Yes, she's five and I miss her when I travel." Sally laid down on the bed, looked up at the ceiling. "Joe gave me one good thing...her." Luther got up, paced around the room. "Is Joey with your parents?" "No, just some older friends. My parents, that's another story. Joe and me, well, he had some problems with drugs. When I first got pregnant, I was scared to death - what if I had AIDs? I mean, Joe wasn't using when he was with me, but I knew he had in the past, and went back to it. I got tested, and it was negative. Then when Joey was born, she tested negative too. God. I was so relieved!" She stopped abruptly, looked to him questioningly. "No kids myself." He went to the door, said, "I'm going to the phone in the lobby, call my folks from there." Sally stood, went to his side and said, "You can sleep here, there's two separate beds." He looked down at her, sighed. "I'm not sure that's a good idea." "I promise not to jump your bones," Sally joked, and was amused to see him get red-faced. "I'll sleep in the car, see you in the morning. In the meantime, think about what a long stretch in prison might be like." Sally thought him mildly interesting but wondered if he was worth all this trouble? The specter of prison was not a deterrent, simply because she felt confident her plan would not fail. And besides, Sally knew this time she was going for the gold. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER FOUR Luther had tried to keep the phone call neutral, and his mom did her best to understand, but his dad took over the phone, and they wound up in an argument, ending with Luther's vow to get the goddamn Caprice back tomorrow if it killed him! As he walked past the pimple-faced desk clerk, the boy smirked as though he found Luther's predicament somehow amusing. Luther felt his face tightening into an impassive mask, the way it did inside the joint when encountering ridicule, or volatile confrontations. It was near eleven, and the night had grown colder; Luther stood by the Caprice, took out a cigarette and lit it, inhaling down to his lungs, thinking of long cramped hours in the backseat. He smoked, frowning and wondering what in hell he was getting himself into? When he crawled inside the car, he saw that Sally had piled a couple of blankets on the seat, which he bedded down beneath, trying to fit his body into such woefully inadequate space. At least she wasn't totally callus, but Luther knew she tried to give that impression - he'd seen it often, the tough exterior, the cool facade, but in a woman it rarely held together as well as it did for her. Sally's tears, her outrage, her explosive mood, he recognized as a perfected act, removed entirely from what her real feelings/thoughts might be. He tossed, turned and finally allowed the sound of distant interstate traffic to lull him into drowsiness. Hell, Sally was just a babe in the woods, innocent really since her scams were basically easy pickings. What man could resist that face, that body? And even if they realized their foolishness, who could turn her in? Besides, what she did - luring men to think they'd get sex, then spiking a drink with narcotics or pulling a gun and robbing them - most of the male victims were too embarrassed by their gullibility, or afraid of their wives learning of their promiscuous behavior, to ever call in the authorities. Not to mention the hassle of returning to press formal charges. Hell, it was a trade as old as the gypsies themselves, just a new version for modern times. Gypsy, her nickname...he wondered if she was from a family of the original wandering con artists? He let his imagination conjure up her curvy shape, the glowing green eyes, that angelic face...but curtailed his fantasy before he let lust take over. If nothing else, this woman had been, and probably still was, Joe's lover. It was betrayal of Joe to even think of Sally in a sexual way. Moreover, Luther told himself this was one time his weakness for a vulnerable woman had to be restrained. As he shut his eyes against the neon signs proclaiming reasonable motel rates, fast food chains and self-serve gasoline pumps, Luther promised himself he would worry about all this tomorrow, after a little sleep. * * * * Luther awoke to noisy yelling, "Hey, wake up Dodger! Hear? Wake up!" He untangled himself from the blankets, rolled down the window where Sally was still rapping on the glass. "Wake up, mister!" Wiping his blurry eyes, he croaked, "Shit, what time is it?" He blinked in the bright sunlight, rubbing his eyes and feeling beard stubble on his chin. "Nearly nine, I got us some coffee and a bite of breakfast." She stuck her head in the window, grinning. "Hope you like McDonald's chow?" "Whatever." He opened the door, scooted out, unfolding his body, standing and stretching as he saw a young couple nearby packing up their Dodge van, screaming at their kids, several cars already missing from the parking lot. Sally peered at him. "I bet you feel like shit after sleeping in that backseat, huh?" He nodded curtly, studying her fashionable clothing: the loose creamy sweater, a tan suede skirt and knee-high brown suede boots, very stylish and attractive on her. He watched her golden wheat hair catch fire in the sunshine, her fingers toying with thick waves, her fresh face staring at him, big green eyes wide, sympathetic. "It was rough, yeah," he said, inching away from her, aware her closeness was imperceptibly raising his blood pressure. She pivoted, and walked pertly toward the motel room, asking, "What did your folks say?" He followed at a safe distance, answering,"My dad was in a foul mood, and got bent out of shape over the car." "Sorry," she said, leading him inside to the small round table where food was laid out, coffee waiting. "Uh, mind if I use the john?" He felt his face getting hot, and dashed into the restroom. After taking a quick piss, he came out, washed his hands at the sink, splashing cold water on his eyes, the beard stubble, inspecting his gaunt face, sallow skin, slicking back his thinning greyish hair and looking down at rumpled pants and shirt. "Christ, I look like shit," he muttered. "Never mind that. I know you don't have a change of clothing, but once you eat, you'll feel better." She was seated, sipping her coffee. He crossed to the table, sat down and opened the styrofoam container of hot black coffee. "I'm still half asleep, can't believe I slept so late. I'm a morning person, always like the early hours. In the joint, I got up at five, before all the racket started." "That bad trip yesterday probably did you in," Sally said, as she bit into an Egg McMuffin. "Yeah, it was a strain, with the rain and all. But today is sunny." "I listened to the forecast last night, nothing but wonderful fall weather for the next few days, warm days and cool nights, at least here and north to Missouri. Down in Florida, the last of Marco is leaving downpours of rain." He began eating, and avoided looking at Sally; the food was lousy, but he didn't complain, he'd had worse. As he finished, taking a final gulp of coffee, he slid back his chair and pulled out a Marlboro, lighting it and holding the cup as an ashtray. "Sally..." "Gypsy, remember?" she corrected, getting up and clearing away their trash, putting it carefully into the wastebasket. Then she grabbed a pack of Capri, walked back to him, leaning over for him to light the ultra-thin cigarette, smiling. "Gypsy," he said, retrieving his Bic and giving her a quick flame, then sighing as he inhaled and studied her a moment, adding, "Strange nickname, ain't it?" "No stranger than Dodger." Sally dropped down on the bed, smoking and eyeing him curiously. "Yeah, you got it. I was just wondering, maybe you come from real gypsies?" He stood, stretching and going to look out the window at the cars pulling out and a few arriving; the entire lot was changing as checkout time got close. "Of a sort, but not the traditional kind. My parents were migrant farm workers." He glanced at her, surprised. "Migrants? Tough life, huh?" "Worse than you know." She studied him, arching an eyebrow. "You?" "Can't complain much, my folks are middle-class, do okay financially." "Really?" Sally put her feet on the floor, sat up, stubbing out her cigarette in an ashrtray. "Sounds like a good childhood." "It had its drawbacks...too much religion, too strict, too cold. Not much show of emotions, real self- controlled parents." "That explains it," she pronounced, standing and smoothing her suede skirt. "What?" "Your laconic nature." He was, as usual, at a loss for words, and turned back to the windows, seeing a rotund man pass by heading to the front desk, his blue suit crisply fresh for the day's travel. "Look Sally..." "Gypsy," she reminded him, coming closer, stopping inches from his side. He picked up the scent of her Chanel perfume. "Gypsy, I'd like to chat all day, but I've got to get the damn Caprice back today or..." "Oh come on, your own dad wouldn't turn you in." "He has before." Luther grimly recalled his one week stay at Bellfoundain Farm in January 1956; it was his first time in juvenile custody, and he couldn't adjust to the rigors of confinement. He and another boy ran away, made it the seventeen miles into the city, where Luther headed for home. When he knocked at the back door, his mom let him in; he took a bath, changed clothes and ate the food she fixed for him. Then he told his parents he was going to see his little girlfriend, who was at an orphanage. When he got there, the police greeted him; his parents had informed the cops, and he never trusted his them again. Consequently, until this last release, he'd never told them honestly what he was doing, or informed them of his whereabouts, if involved in criminal activities, which he nearly always was. "Okay, then what's your plan?" Sally asked, sighing. "I think I could ask you the same thing, but for now, I need to get the damn car home, and have a talk with my parole officer. I think..." He hesitated, deliberately walking away from her, crossing to the sink and staring at himself in the mirror. "I think I can talk him into letting me go to Florida, if I fake it, say I have a better job offer." "I might be able to help with that. I know some people, in Titusville, you can give as job prospects." Sally sat down on the edge of the bed, ankles linked. "Harris is a good guy, naive and young, thinks he can help us wayward ex-cons, a real therapist. First visit, I looked him in the eye and said I was going straight. He believed me, I could see it." Luther spun around, pointed a finger at her. "That was because I meant it. But you, well, you seem determined to stop me." Sally sprang up and, quicker than a cat, she was at the door. "Hey buster, if you want to walk, walk! I don't want to corrupt such a fine upstanding citizen." She jerked open the door, sunlight flooding the dim room. Luther winced, and exclaimed, "Shit, close the door!" "Hey, I mean it! Go, if that's what you want!" She cocked her hip, one hand on it, a sexy pout on her full lips. He swallowed hard, trying to drown the carnal rush that went through him looking at her sassy posture, sensuality smoldering in her emerald eyes. "No, I'm in. I owe Joe." Sally declared, "I'm not sure you got the balls to do this job anyway." Like most men, Luther felt outrage at being called a coward and immediately advanced to her, grabbing her by the shoulders as he shouted, "What in hell do you want of me? I said I'd go along, listen and help, if it makes any sense at all!" Sally twisted out of his grip, flattening herself against the wall, mouth agape, feigning fear. "Cut the act, okay? I know you faked the tears last night and I went along. But just cut it out, okay?" Instantly Sally went limp, her face sullen now, eyes rounded with innocence. "I wasn't faking. If I don't do this, get set with some money for life..." He watched her lips tremble, tears shimmer in her eyes and thought she was a consummate actress. "If I don't get set with finances, or if I ever get caught, I might lose Joey. My daughter means the world to me." She put her hands over her face and shook, muffled sobs shaking her body. "I'm sorry," Luther heard himself apologize, moved despite his reservations. He stepped closer. "I didn't mean to scare you, I never hurt a woman in my life." "I just want to quit all this, stay home with Joey, but my life is such a mess, the real pits." Sally coughed, wiping away tears with the back of her hand. He came closer to her, the perfume tantalizing now, and couldn't resist pulling her against him, gently putting his arms around her trembling body. "Look, we'll work this out, one way or another." She lay her head on his chest, murmuring, "I hope so, but I'm not trying to harm you, Dodger." The physical nearness of her was almost more than Luther could handle. She felt like sweet promise, tenderly leaning on him, and he recognized a familiar stirring in his heart, reluctantly admitting she was getting to him. He stroked her unbelievably soft hair, saying, "It'll work out, wait and see." She pulled back, looked up at him, all vulnerable and childlike. "I trust you." God, he thought, why me? Presently Luther sat her down and told her that he'd have to return to Missouri; she could follow him, and get a room in St. Louis while he took care of some loose ends. Then he'd join her and they'd drive to Florida in her Toyota. Jokingly, he said, "That is if I can hack that foreign job!" Grinning sweetly, her angelic face alight with hope, Sally proclaimed, "Then all systems are go Dodger!" And he sighed, knowing he'd have to fight this overwhelming emotional/physical tide all the way, vaguely wondering how he could talk her out of the armored car heist because he had no desire to see them both destroyed - as they surely would be unless he could thwart her plans somehow. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER FIVE Sally packed rapidly, undaunted that she'd be driving to St. Louis after all. Her main plan to enlist Luther's help was what mattered. He had begun to seem more like what she had in mind, a man who had a clear head, cautious and equipped to handle the finer details on an armored car job. After she snapped the leather luggage straps in place, Sally looked in the mirror and brushed her hair quickly, put on some lipstick and yelled, "Hey I'm ready!" He came inside, lifted one bag and carried it to her Toyota; she followed, carrying a small cosmetic case, and unlocking the trunk. He put the bag in, said, "We'll head across the river, then onto Interstate 55 north, the fastest route." "I'll follow you, like we agreed." Sally got inside the car, rolling down the window. "I'm sure you'll stay within the speed limit." "You got it Gypsy." He grinned slightly, a lopsided grin that touched Sally. Then he gave a mock salute, headed to the Caprice and backed out, her on his bumper. It was a sparkling clear day and Sally put on her sunglasses, watching for traffic as she hit the street behind him, going slowly to the interstate ramp and gliding along smoothly, content that her plans were on track. Once, crossing the span of Mississippi River, she looked off the steel-laced bridgework, in awe of that mysterious winding serpent that had enchanted so many people...recalling Mark Twain, her love of Huck Finn whom she'd identified with as a vagabond adventurer, the child of migrant wanderers. Then the more evocative influence of Beale Street, that soulful blues heritage which spawned Elvis Presley, an idol who was before her time but a singer she nevertheless had come to appreciate by listening to his provocative voice. As they made their way to Interstate 55, Sally kept close to the Caprice, seeing Luther scratch his beard, run a hand through his thinning hair - a gesture she'd noticed he did compulsively. She could see his arm extended to the dash for the lighter, a hand to his face and then flung over the steering wheel as he nonchalantly held a cigarette loosely, smoking reflexively and staring straight ahead, as though she were nowhere around. Very cool, she thought, and hoped he'd be as calm in a crisis. Finally, they were on the interminable stretch of highway and Sally felt her brain numbing from the rhythm of riding...going back to those days when she'd desired nothing more than to stop, stay put in one place, be a normal kid...not a fruit tramp. Those bleak memories were never far from the surface, and it always made her anxious, feeling sad for the parents she'd abandoned. Vividly, Sally recalled her pa, a wiry, short man, decimated by the migrant life...not a tooth in his head, tattoos on bony arms, emaciated and usually clothed in tattered, dirty castoff clothing. Leroy and Imogene Jasmin, her parents. Her ma was a skinny, stringy-haired woman, old long before her time. They tried to be good parents, and Sally never doubted that they loved her and her younger brother, Larry. The constant traveling and working up and down the East Coast was not the worst of it; the transitory migrant camps where they stayed occasionally were a nightmare, and what ultimately forced Sally to run away at age sixteen. She checked her speed, noting that they were hanging steady at 55 mph. To avoid her memory of past atrocities, she lit a cigarette and honked her horn just for the hell of it. Luther glanced in the rear view mirror, saw her big smile and waved over his shoulder, returning his riveting gaze to the highway ahead. Laughing, Sally smoked and cracked the window, thinking if this worked she'd be free of crime, and somehow find a way to show Dodger her appreciation. For a second, it occurred to her that maybe he was risking far too much, at his age and all...but she curbed her doubts, admitting to herself he was her only prospect. The interstate tedium of travel droned on, but Sally persisted in thoughts of the armored car, possible ways to work out fail-proof details, thus concentrating on positive plans, not the negative past of her childhood. Around noon, Luther made a motion for the next off-ramp, and she trailed him to a Gulf station, pulling in and watching as he got out, came to her car. She rolled the window down, asked, "What, gas?" "Yeah, and I thought you might want to freshen up, get a coke and snack." He leaned into the window, asked, "How are you on gas?" "Great, not like that guzzler you got." She laughed, seeing him register shock at the mileage she was getting compared to him. The middle-east crisis with Iraq was playing havoc with gas prices and she congratulated herself on the wise choice of a Toyota. Luther headed toward the Caprice, commenting, "Meet you in the snack area." Sally grabbed her purse, got out and walked across the lot to the office, asked for the restroom keys and then went inside the cubbyhole, relieving herself and pondering on Luther's thoughtfulness. He was proving to be a polite, considerate man, rather old- fashioned in his manners toward women, probably due to his age. After getting a coke and pack of potato chips at the vending machine, Sally stood watching Dodger pay the attendant, then come toward her grinning that lopsided grin. It made his face less severe, more vulnerable, not so haggard... "Anything fit to eat in here?" he asked, abruptly avoiding her attentive gaze. "Dodger, why don't you smile more often?" she blurted out, letting her curiosity get the best of her. He punched buttons on the machine for a cold ham sandwich and then got black coffee, sliding into a small booth. "Come sit down Gypsy." "Answer my question, please!" She sat down as commanded, sipping coke and tearing into the chips. "What's to smile about? I'm old and ailing, a bummer." "I sorta like that lopsided grin you have," she said, munching chips, wiping her hands on a napkin. He was grinning widely now, nodding and grinning some more, a red tint creeping over his face. "Aw shucks, thanks ma'am," he drawled in lazy cowboy- fashion. She laughed heartily at his John Wayne imitation, thinking maybe this wasn't all going to be strait- laced and cheerless. By four that afternoon, Sally was installed in a room at the St. Louis Best Western Viking Lodge, comfortably standing in her stocking feet, having tossed her boots in a corner. She began peeling off the sweater and skirt, which had almost been too hot for such unseasonably warm weather. This was a spacious room, much better accommodations - and although more expensive, she felt it absolutely necessary. There was also a fine restaurant and lounge with live entertainment that she'd discovered while waiting for Luther. As she stripped off her slip, hose and bra, heading for a cold shower, Sally fondly remembered the Madison Hotel in Montgomery, Alabama - a fabulous establishment where large conventions were remarkably profitable for her scams. While the tingly spray washed away the tiredness of her trip, she thought of the six-story atrium in the lobby, Abernathy's Lounge where she'd snared many an unsuspecting businessman, and the delectable food in the open airy lobby Atrium Restaurant, or Italian cuisine in Bacchus Ristorante, that wonderful aromatic cappuccino, yummy! Refreshed, she stepped out and pulled on a terry robe, ran a brush through her hair and went to hang her clothing up. Then she chose a silky white blouse, burgundy pants and gold blazer to wear. She put on the outfit, getting her hair dryer and expertly styling her wavy hair, dabbing on a little makeup. Luther had taken the exit to Sullivan, where he'd exchange cars at his parents home, but said he'd meet her in the motel restaurant at six, so she had time to spare and sat before the TV, viewing news about the budget crisis in Washington, Congress blaming President Bush, him blaming Congress. From what she could determine of politicians, you had to be good at finger-pointing, casting blame on someone other than yourself...not unlike some of the criminals she'd known. As the weather was forecast, she saw that Florida was still cloudy. Today was October 12, Friday, and hopefully it would be clear there by Sunday. She picked up the phone and placed a call to Iva, overjoyed to hear they were fine, and then talking to Joey, who reported her kitten, Tiger, to be "my baby now." After the call, Sally had to mend her makeup; tears had come to her eyes, just hearing that cute, sweet voice of Joey's. God, she loved her child...loved her more than she'd ever dreamed possible. The knock at her door came at five past six; she fluffed her hair and went to open the door, stunned by the man standing there. It was Luther, still the same Dodger, but a better version - he was wearing navy dress pants, white shirt and dark tie. He awkwardly shifted from foot to foot, fidgeting with his tie. "Why Dodger, you look positively handsome!" Sally gushed, stepping out to join him, hooking her arm through his, propelling them along the walkway, down the stairs. He seemed subdued, but as they walked in the deepening twilight, passing a noisy video game room, he said, "I wanted to dress right for the nice restaurant." "Well, you sure got the right combination, and this will be my treat." She drew him into a secluded alcove, making certain no one was around, then whispered close to his ear, "I won't mention my plan at dinner, let's just pretend we're on a leisurely date, discuss our backgrounds, no pressure." He nervously ran a hand through his thin hair, said agreeably, "Fine, but later when we get back to the room, I want the whole score, okay?" "Yes." She tiptoed up to kiss him gently on the cheek. "And I do appreciate your willingness to listen to my idea." Pulling away, fiddling with his tie, Luther asked, "One thing, how do I know I can trust you? There's so many scams these days, and few you can really trust. Not like the old days when I first started out. Back then a partner was a partner, no ratting each other off." Sally leaned against him, looked him in the face, her gaze earnest. "You can trust me, I guarantee that above all else." He edged away, turning his face to the side - resisting her advances, Sally thought. She countered by touching his face, forcing him to look at her. "I mean it. I'm not acting. I will keep my word on this. I'm not a backstabber, a two-timer, or a snitch." "What about Joe?" he suddenly questioned, returning her intense stare. "Are you his woman?" She tossed her head, hair swirling softly. "I'm no man's property, least of all Joe's! But no, if that's what you're concerned about. Joe is the father of my child but we're not lovers, no longer involved romantically. That ended long before he went to prison." She felt his arms go around her, amazed at his strength as he held her so close she could feel his rapidly beating heart against her chest. "I trust you Gypsy," he whispered huskily, searching for her lips, tentatively kissing her with a shy, unsure kiss. Then almost instantly pulling away, letting her go, he apologized, "Sorry, I couldn't help it." "No need to apologize," she said, taking his hand and pulling him out of the shadows into the light, heading toward the restaurant. "I wanted it too." And as they walked along, she realized it was true...but was it wise? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER SIX During the meal, Luther wished he could have prevented that impulsive kiss. But he'd been drawn irresistibly to her sincerity, her intoxicating femininity, drowning in Chanel perfume, her husky voice, smoldering green eyes. And now, looking at her across the table, he still couldn't break the spell. She smiled, took a bite of steak, savored the taste and asked, "Isn't this good? I bet it beats that chow where you just came from, the prison?" "Yeah," he agreed, cutting the rare meat, sampling a large Idaho baked potato smothered with sour cream and butter. "Delicious." "But about your heart, Dodger, maybe you should be on a restricted diet?" "To hell with it! I'm making up for lost time," Luther declared, getting another yeast roll from the basket, knowing he should be curbing the cholesterol but considering the reason he was here, it seemed absurd to be vigilant about his diet. As though reading his mind, Sally said, "Sure, we are about to undertake a big risk, but your diet is important. You wouldn't want to lose out on spending all the dough we'll have when our mission is accomplished." Luther glanced around the room, shadowy and dim with indirect lighting, aware other people were absorbed in eating, oblivious to them. He cleared his throat, wiped his mouth with a napkin and said, "About that mission..." "Shh," she whispered, a finger to her lips, "not here in mixed company. I'll fill you in later, the whole caper." Her green eyes widened, brightened. "But now, tell me about yourself. Did you grow up in St. Louis or Sullivan?" Somewhat reluctantly, Luther began telling her about his formative years in St. Louis, about living on West Lexington, attending Farragut and David Herzog Elementary Schools, the north part of the city - a middle-class neighborhood, mostly white working people since this was in the 40s, before the influx of blacks to that area. The house was a renter, three rooms on the second floor, a kitchen, living room, one bedroom and a small bathroom. He shared his parents' bedroom, but oddly didn't recall much about that time, other than he got into trouble a lot and was punished. Eventually, at the age of twelve in '51, his parents decided a neighborhood change might help prevent his rebelliousness, and bought a house in north-west St. Louis - five rooms and a full basement, kitchen, living room, dining room and two bedrooms, giving him some privacy in his own bedroom. He told Sally the new neighborhood was nicer, big yards, family dwellings, but people seemed to be different, what he termed "holier-than-thou" attitudes, which was reinforced by his parents vigilant attendance at the nearby church, him in tow. Sally interjected, "God, religion, it's never been a big part of my life. As a kid, I went to tent revivals, and there were do-gooders around camps, trying to help us, but I always felt they were looking down on us." She paused, then mused, "I have always kinda believed in God, that He guides our lives, keeps watch - not morally, no - just somehow controls our destiny. Otherwise life doesn't make much sense." Luther didn't care for a religious discussion; he did not subscribe to Heaven and Hell as taught in the Bible, but simply shrugged, remaining noncommittal. Sally grinned. "Church didn't make you behave, huh?" "Nah, like I told you, I was a turd. That's the church I broke into later, only lived in that neighborhood four years. Went to Beaumont High School for a short time before I was sent to Bellfoundain the first time at sixteen." "Bellfoundain?" "A juvenile delinquent farm." He got out Marlboros, tapped one into his fingers and lit it, then resumed talking, "Yeah, tough times, enough so that I ran away about four or five times." "Jeez, you've had some hard times." Sally was reaching for her purse, getting a cigarette. "Glad we have a smoking area here. Most places act like cigarettes are worse than dope!" He nodded, taking a deep drag, letting the smoke settle in his lungs, then come out slowly between parted lips. "I should quit, but I'm already so damaged I might as well have this one pleasure." Sally shrugged. "I've tried quitting, always get so antsy it drives me nuts." "Yeah well Sally..." "Gypsy remember?" "Gypsy, at your age it would be worth quitting. You got a lot of living left to do." He stared at her as she said, "Maybe, but why deprive myself before I know for sure I'll be around that long?" "I thought you were confident about uh...the mission?" "I am, but back to you...how come your parents live in Sullivan now?" She leaned back, relaxing and smoking, studying him. "I helped persuade them to move out of the city in '73, too violent now. They were the only whites on that block, the whole place became a gutter. Sullivan is a town of about five thousand, mostly whites with very little industry. The majority of people there work in St. Louis - my dad had an apartment in St. Louis until he retired, would drive in on Sunday afternoon, stay till the next Friday. Anyhow, Sullivan's an ideal small town, which I prefer to large cities. The town has a good school system, nice park, restaurants, excellent hospital, where I was working as a janitor..." "Until I showed and spoiled it all, you mean?" Sally asked, eyes averted. Luther shifted, didn't comment. "I know what you mean about small towns, Titusville is a little like that, where I rent." "About Titusville, you said you could line up some job references for me?" "I know several real estate sales ladies, and if I give them a call, tell them I have a friend here who is a good salesman, I think they might verify job potential." "An ex-con realtor?" Luther mocked, grinning. "There's that grin, real cute," Sally teased, stubbing out her cigarette in the ashtray. "I'm sure you don't have to bring that up, do you?" "Maybe not, we'll see Monday." "Ready?" she asked, standing and grabbing her purse, slinging it over her shoulder. He got up, reached for the dinner tab, but she put her hand over it first. "My treat, remember?" "No way!" he exclaimed, ashamed he felt relief...since his wallet contained only fifty bucks, the last of the money he'd earned in prison. He'd called the hospital and told his supervisor he quit, and wouldn't be in to get his check until Monday, so those few dollars in his pocket were all that stood between him and resorting to old habits for cash. "Go on outside, I'll just be a minute," Sally urged, heading for the counter. As he unknotted the tight damn tie, Luther stepped out into the cooler air, breathing deeply; it felt good to get that choker off him, and he jerked the tie from around his neck, sighing with satisfaction. His gaze swept the parking lot, noting various cars that apparently were local, people dining at the fine restaurant in Best Western Viking Lodge. Luther leaned against a brick wall, w attraction to Gypsy; it was like a prickly briar, bothering him and making him uneasy. Feeling a tap on his shoulder, he spun around to see her looking up at him. "Ready for the game plan?" she joked, taking his arm and propelling them back through the night to her room, going inside first, tossing down her purse and then staring at him as he lingered in the open doorway. "Come on in, what you afraid of? I don't bite," she kidded, laughing. "I was just thinking, it's getting late..." he began, stalling for time to clear his head, get away from her sexy allure. "My old Chevette is a clunker and I'd better hit the road." "Don't you want to hear my plan?" she dropped her eyes, shook her head. "I apologize for coming on to you, I never meant to cause a strain between us." Nervously running a hand through his thin hair, Luther drifted inside, closed the door and felt his head swimming; he checked his pocket, got out a pill, said, "I need to take this, blood pressure medicine." She hurriedly got him a glass of water, and he downed the pill, then sat in an easy chair, saying, "This is a nice room, better than the last one." Sally gestured to the queen-size bed, paisley headboard and matching spread, curtains and comfortable sofa, easy chairs and entrance to a good-size bathroom. "Yes, I couldn't stand that confining space, had to have a little luxury." She grinned cat-like. "There's a Marriott Hotel in this city, great spot for prey." "You're not going to do business here!" He was aghast, jumping to his feet, beginning to pace fretfully. "Well, only if our plans fall through. Which reminds me, sit down here and I'll draw the plan out for you." She got a pad and pencil from a drawer, sat down facing him, beginning to formulate the sketch of a shopping mall, complete with shops, department and grocery stores, and the bank... "Where's this?" Luther asked, studying the map, pointing to the bank she'd just labeled. "A Titusville mall, Savings and Loan bank..." He folded his arms over his chest, leaned back in the easy chair and closed his eyes wearily. "Hey, you haven't heard the basic idea yet. Give me a break, okay?" "Shoot, I'm all ears," he said, knowing this was obviously the wild fantasy of a desperate woman. "Well, you see, I shop here and I noticed, couldn't help but notice, the armored car deliveries and pickups, different times of course, but...that can be worked out." "And?" He edged forward, rubbing his brow, feeling sweat break out. "And so if I wore a disguise, like say a black wig, or something, dressed real sexy, and if I like, got in front of the parked armored car as it was waiting for the guards to return with the money, and say I faked fainting, fell out right there in front of the guard who stays behind the wheel, distracted him, and then you came up in back, blazing guns and all, confronted the guards, got the money... Even if you just got the bags the guards were bringing from bank..." He was shaking his head, wiping sweat off the back of his neck. "What?" she demanded, tilting her head questioningly. "That is real smart, only you and me, no backup man...and three or four guards to deal with?" "I didn't say it was perfect...yet. But if we both worked on a plan, I know it could be done!" She jumped up, came close to him and said, "Even if we had to bring in another person..." Luther was folding and unfolding his tie; he stood, slung it around his neck and looked her directly in the eyes. "Pull a job in your own backyard?" "I thought about that...I mean, it could be done elsewhere just as easily. Maybe even here, or we could just pick a city, observe the armored car routes for a few days..." "And the risks, prison time, getting shot?" He tried to knot his tie and she began helping him, saying, "I refuse to even think about failure." "Your daughter, Joey?" He pulled away, finishing the knot, going to the door, looking at her strained face. "Joey is important to you, you're important to her. What would happen if she lost you?" Her face reddened and she said slowly, coldly, "That's exactly why I need to do a job that can get me out of my criminal lifestyle, to be with her, not keep running that risk." "I'm not going to fool around Gypsy, or promise what I'm not sure I can deliver. I've never even thought about an armored car, or bank. But if, and I do mean IF, I decided to join you in this half-baked idea, we'll sure have to do some footwork, some hard labor at finding the ideal spot, the right city, the right setup..." She smiled real big, her white teeth showing. "Then you'll think about it?" "Yes, and I...well, I know this guy used to be smart about explosives...which we might could devise for a threat, or something. I don't know, I need a day or so to get organized, talk to the parole officer and let my folks down easy, tell them I'm going to Florida." She walked over to him, put her arms around him, kissing his face softly. "Thank you, I know you'll figure out a way, I just know it." He felt blood surging through him, warming to her embrace as his arms went around her, his face lowering, their lips meeting...slowly seeking, mouths opening... Then he jerked loose, said quietly, "I better go, see you tomorrow," and was out the door before she could say anything, only look confused and startled by his abrupt departure. Driving the junky Chevette down the interstate, Luther dreaded seeing the defeated, sad look on his parents' face - a familiar resigned disappointment he'd witnessed far too often. But damn, his mind was set now! This woman could be it, the one he'd never found, the one to settle with...and remembering that sensual kiss, he feared she might be a woman to die for. Yet if he could succeed in gradually convincing her the armored car idea was crazy, there would be no need for anyone to risk prison - or death. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER SEVEN Sally slept until near eight Saturday morning, and was awakened by the phone ringing insistently. She reached for it, mumbling, "Uh huh..." "Gypsy, look, uh my folks got bent all outa shape over my uh, plans and..." She heard the anxiety, the embarrassment in his voice and quickly asked, "Need a place to stay?" "It may come to that, but right now, well...I'm having a hard time convincing them that I do have legit plans for Florida, if you get my drift?" "Right, want me to talk to them?" Sally offered, sitting up, scrambling to get out of tousled sheets, then reach for a cigarette and add, "I can vouch for you, guarantee it." There was a short silence, then he said, "Tomorrow, maybe we could get together, you come to my folks' home?" Flicking a lighter to the tip of her Capri cigarette, she sighed, inhaling. "Sure you wanta risk me meeting them in person?" "I told them a lie, set us up as a couple, that I'd been writing you from prison." "Not a bad idea," she mused, getting out of bed, trailing ashes until she located an ashtray on the TV. "It was a spur of the moment thing; they were bitching and threatening to inform the parole officer I was lying..." "Jeez, what a sweet pair of parents!" Sally stubbed out the cigarette, sat in an easy chair. "Yeah, with folks like mine who needs enemies?" He gave a snort of disgust, said bluntly, "Don't know why I ever figured to please them, ain't no way." "What you doing today?" "Not a damn thing. Going to try and get this smoothed over here, I guess." "Shit, I'll get bored out of my skull sitting around a motel room," Sally complained, thinking of endless hours before the TV, or trying to kill time by prowling the video game room, the limited grounds. "Sorry, but by tomorrow I should have them willing to meet you." He grunted, advised, "Dress like a lady." "Christ, think I don't know how to dress? If there's one thing I know, it's clothes." She was deeply offended; after years of selecting just the perfect ensemble for any occasion, Sally considered herself a fashion expert. "Well, how about we meet there, in the restaurant?" "Thought you wanted me to come to Sullivan?" "Nah, on second thought, it'd be easier to meet away from the house, have other distractions." "What time," she asked, itching for another cigarette. "How about two tomorrow afternoon? We can drive up after they get out of church." "Fine, see you then." Sally started to hang up but heard him say, "By the way, I talked to a guy I did time with in the joint, sort of hinted at our idea." "Hey, that was fast! What'd he say?" She was exhilarated, forgetting the hassle with his parents. "Brinks is the biggest armored car transporting system in the country, headquartered in Chicago, services over half of the states." "The one in Titusville was Wells Fargo." "Right, but listen, Brinks guards are selected by their qualifications, ex-policemen, ex- servicemen...never advertises for them. They design their own cars, and damn if those ain't equipped with electronic devices, all kind of new-fangled complications it'd take a fucking genius to handle." "How'd your friend know all this?" Sally was twirling her hair anxiously, curious and eager for information. "He, uh, used to be a guard for Brinks." Luther coughed, said real low, "Gotta go, mom just came in." She heard the click, and cursed, "Goddamn it!" Sally showered, dressed in jeans, turtleneck sweater, slipping on her oversized wool herringbone jacket and Reeboks, had a quick bite at the restaurant and then walked around the motel, getting some exercise. She missed her regular workouts at the gym, and jogging. Back in the room, she phoned the realtor in Titusville who rented her the house; she hinted that if Luther was given good references for a job possibility, Sally could steer prospective buyers their way - and as expected, the realtor jumped at the opportunity. That afternoon, Sally called the desk and asked if there was a park in St. Louis; the young girl told her about Forrest Park, giving directions to the west side location. Sally had no trouble driving right to the entrance, since her native instinct for finding almost any place in large cities never failed to be incredibly accurate. She locked the Toyota, slung the jacket over her shoulder and breathed in the faintly smog-scented air, gazing at thin wispy clouds in an otherwise crystal sky of dazzling blue. People were sauntering along, inattentive to others, enjoying nature on this perfect fall day. Sally walked casually along a wooded path, glorying in the overlapping oaks and maples, leaves tinted with auburn, orange and faded brown. She sauntered by the zoo, went inside and took her time viewing the caged animals, as well as the various large habitats, naturally maintained, amused by the monkeys on an island, swinging from trees, freely displaying their antics for all the visitors. Farther along, she saw a sign for the art museum, and decided to pass it up. Near the sun-dappled lake, Sally sat on a bench and watched the ducks, a few children feeding them, her heart pinched with aching for Joey - she'd be crazy over the ducks! En route back to the motel, Sally pondered on Luther's conversation; it sounded promising. On the other hand, she'd gotten the impression he was reluctant to tackle this idea, kind of stalling. And too, she realized that even though it was apparent he was physically attracted to her, he remained hesitant, almost uncomfortable with her aggressiveness. She vowed to be more reserved, try to feign submissiveness at their next meeting, not intimidate him. Picking up a small pizza and icy coke, she returned to her motel room, and spent a solitary evening watching a cable movie, Beaches. It was a tearjerker laced with raunchy comedy, starring Barbara Hershey and Bette Midler playing two unlikely friends with vastly different personalities. The movie made Sally wonder why she'd never had a close, enduring female friend? But given her secretive criminal lifestyle, she had never felt it wise to be open and trusting with anyone, and certainly not squares, male or female. As for romance, Sally couldn't shake feelings of confusion. Although she'd experienced deep feelings for Joe, it was difficult to determine if this had been real, or an act. She'd faked feelings so frequently through the years (her survival tool) now that she was becoming involved with Dodger, it was threatening and dangerous ground. Was her rush of attraction only physical, or was it love? Recalling the last time she'd been involved, the relationship with Joe five years previously, she still had no answers. She and Joe had fantastic sex, him being young, a real stud. But love? As the Tina Turner song said, "What's love got to do with it?" She marveled it had been five long years since she'd had sex - but with all the dangers today, AIDs, STDs, Sally satisfied her needs solely through fantasy and masturbation. Yet Dodger's sexual response to her, which he obviously tried to control, threatened to overwhelm her usual guarded behavior. Thoughts of him made her feel badly in need of real sex, so she finally had to fix a screwdriver and watch another movie as diversion before going to bed. * * * * "Nice to meet you Mr. and Mrs. Higgins, I've heard so much about you both." Sally sat in the chair Luther held out for her at the table, then demurely cast down her eyes. Luther sat down, said, "Mom and dad, Sally has a daughter, Joey, and we're hoping to go back to Florida, be with her." She looked at the elderly couple, sedate in their Sunday dress clothes: the balding man, rigidly staring out of cold blue eyes; the woman, permed bluish-grey hair, soft brown eyes, a tentative smile. "Mr. and Mrs. Higgins, I'm sorry if my presence here has caused you to be upset. You see, Luther and I just got along so well in letters, and after our meeting, well, I think we could really be good for one another." Mr. Higgins pursed his thin lips, said almost to himself, "Humph, Luther never met a woman but he got along with her." Mrs. Higgins' smile failed, her brown eyes going to Sally. "Our son has told us about you, and your little girl. How old is she?" "Joey is five, and will be in school soon." Mr. Higgins said flatly, "Luther says you have a job for him lined up in Titusville?" Taken aback by his blunt remark, Sally looked at him; he was a cold, stern-faced man and she realized there was no use playing to him, so she looked instead at Mrs. Higgins, giving her a gracious smile. "Yes, there's a realtor I know who could help Lu get a job. Florida is flooded with real estate business, near the Cape and all, people being transferred to NASA, and it's just a fabulous opportunity." Mr. Higgins leaned forward, advising, "I guess you know that Luther cannot get a license, since he's an ex-con." "That's true, " Sally said, nodding her head. "But he can still make a good income with an agency. They are always in need of good salesmen, someone who can make a sales pitch and bring in a buyer." The tense silence was finally broken by Luther as he motioned for the waiter, saying, "Let's order, they have great steaks here dad." The meal was not enjoyable, rather a feat of endurance. Sally catered to Mrs. Higgins, occasionally dropping in facts and figures about Florida and the promise of better opportunity for Mr. Higgins, who didn't try to hide his distrust and suspicion. Meeting him, Sally felt sympathetic for Dodger. Earning this man's approval would have been nearly impossible for a straight-arrow son, but in Dodger's rebellion, his many years of confinement, Sally was sure she read a sign that they'd never have reconciled their incomprehensible differences, even had she not appeared on the scene - which oddly relieved her of responsibility, and got rid of any niggling doubts. Afterward, Sally invited them to her room but they declined. She pulled out a wallet photo of Joey, and saw Mrs. Higgins' eyes become warm and caring. When they were at the Caprice, Luther said to his dad, "I'm going to stick around here for a couple hours, might take a room so I'll be in St. Louis for the meeting with Harris tomorrow morning." Mrs. Higgins politely didn't respond to the possibility that he'd be spending the night with Sally. Mr. Higgins warned, "Just be sure you make that meeting." Sally quickly said, "He can use my car tomorrow for the appointment." "I'll be there, don't worry dad," Luther assured him, watching as they slipped into the car and departed. "Christ, no wonder you're so fucked up!" Sally exploded, tucking her arm in his as they walked up the steps to her room. "Your mom, she's okay...but your dad, what an asshole!" Luther nodded solemnly, following her inside the room. "He's a ball-buster, that's a fact." Sally had promised herself she'd try to be demure, so she went to the sofa, sat down and changed the subject by asking, "About that ex-con, the Brinks guard?" He stood looking at her, silently staring and grinning - the grin that endeared him to her. "What?" she snapped, jumping up to search for her cigarettes in her cluttered purse. "You look great, that outfit does you justice." Sally found the pack, jerkily got a cigarette out and bent to light it, then sighed and flopped back down on the sofa, kicking off her high-heel shoes. "Yes, I do have good taste. This is a coat dress, dignified and ladylike - conservative." She smiled, contemplating the tip of her cigarette raptly. "Still...men, middle-class men that is, apparently find the finely dressed, conservative look somehow titillates their desires, and more than a few have wanted to rip it off me." Luther shook his head, still grinning. "Can't say I blame them." "Oh?" Sally chewed her lip, running her free hand through fallen hair from the chignon, crushing out the cigarette in an ashtray with the other hand. "Is that a fact?" He walked over to the sofa, pulled her up to him and said hoarsely, "I've wanted you since the moment I walked in that motel room in Memphis." Vaguely, Sally was aware they had not discussed the details of the ex-con guard, but as Luther nuzzled her neck, his fingers going to unbutton the dress, his kiss coming suddenly, hearing him wonderingly murmur, "You are so beautiful, so lovely..." she felt her body responding effortlessly, and as they entwined and moved toward the bed, Sally forgot all about armored cars and gave herself willingly to the man who was whispering in a tortured, passionate voice, "God you are so beautiful Gypsy..." his hands starting to release her hair, his fingers stroking her neck, going down her back, lower and lower... ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER EIGHT Luther had not succeeded in resisting Sally's considerable charms, but as they undressed one another, he became aware of his erratic heartbeat; this was his first sexual encounter since the heart attack, and suddenly he felt himself going hot all over, sweating. Sally, standing by the bed wearing only silky lace bra and bikini panties, saw his distress and asked, "Are you okay?" "I...uh, just need a minute," he said, sitting down on the bed, calming himself as best he could. The doctors said sex was not ruled out, but had warned him to be cautious; the blood pressure problem, coupled with past blockage damage, had weakened the muscle so that overexertion, stress or undue excitement could produce unforeseen complications. "Look, maybe we'd better rethink this," she commented, moving to the bed, pulling up the spread to cover herself. "Damnit, I'm sorry Gypsy. I do want you," he muttered, embarrassed by his predicament, feeling clammy sweat break out over his entire body. "That's okay. Besides, you know, we didn't prepare for this." Sally reached for her cigarettes on the bedside stand, lit up and took a drag, then mumbled, "I don't have any rubbers and... hey, we do need protection." There was an awkward silence as she smoked, at last discarding the cigarette stub and looking at him expectantly. Luther wiped his forehead, the back of his neck, cursing, "Shit, look at the sweat! Hell, if a man can't fuck, can't get it up, he might as well be dead! And you are..." His eyes examined her voluptuous body, full breasts, tiny waist, rounded hips and slender, shapely legs, the bedspread half-draped over her golden tanned skin. "You are the dream of a lifetime standing right here, real and alive, not a fantasy like all the hopeless ones I had in prison." She went to sit by him, tenderly put her arms around his body, pulled him to her breast, holding him, whispering, "It's okay, I understand." Tears stung his eyes...he felt like a wasted shell, no longer a man. His voice was barely audible, "Gypsy, I want you, I do...but more than that, I need to be close to you." "I'm here for you," she encouraged softly. "Prison, it's so cold, so austere, you can't imagine. No touching, nothing to connect you to another human being. And then, well, my parents are fucking cold, always have been." He put his arms around her, and they laid down, wrapped in each other's embrace. "I just need...your softness, warmth, being close to such a beautiful woman, the touch of another human." "I understand," she replied, gesturing for them to cover up, and go to sleep together. He couldn't talk anymore. His body had betrayed him, and he felt ashamed...but with her gentle, comforting presence beside him, he finally fell asleep. * * * * "Hey, you devil you." He heard the seductive voice in his ear, lips gently nibbling his earlobe, tracing down his neck, onto his chest, his belly, back up to meet his lips. Luther felt her hands on him, doing deliciously wicked things he couldn't resist, and lay like a helpless victim, letting her do what she wished, the soft, sexy voice saying, "Um, just relax honey, I'll do all the work." From a heavy-lidded gaze he saw dim light from the bathroom outlining her naked body atop him, feeling himself become hard, her straddling him, guiding herself over his body, him entering her and then oh God, he let the passion drown him, take him... Later, spent and satiated, Luther lay with her in his arms, grateful beyond speech. Chuckling softly, Sally said, "Wow, that was just what I needed." "Gypsy....I...." She put her finger to his lips, kissed his cheek. "Don't, okay? It was my pleasure." Sighing contentedly, he reached for a cigarette, swung his legs off the bed and stood, stretching, relinquishing the pack of cigarettes. "Think I'll shower." "Need company?" she teased, grinning cat-like. "Nice idea, but don't know if the ticker could take a double-header," he said regretfully, looking at her flushed body, nakedly tempting. She was not self- conscious, rather very much at ease with nudity. "I promise no monkey-business," she explained. He nodded faintly, pleased with her suggestion. He watched her jump out of bed, run by him and pinch his ass playfully - she was the most playful woman he'd ever met, and always managed to lighten the mood. In the shower stall, he let her lather him all over, her hands stroking his body, touching intimately, moving with expertise. She traced the tattoo on his upper left bicep, asking, "Did you get this in prison?" "Yeah, a stupid thing to do." He'd hoped to get it taken off one day. She read, "BORN TO THE BLUES," her fingernail outlining double daggers etched in bright blue. "Are you, Dodger, still blue?" He stared at her face, droplets of water glistening on golden skin, misty steam rising around them, and said hoarsely, "No man could be blue here with you, sweetheart." She laughed, urging him to lather her in soap but as he did so, his hands lifting her breasts, seeing her nipples stiffen, he also felt himself growing hard again, and it scared him, so he curtailed the bath, getting out quickly, apologizing, "Sorry." As they toweled each other dry, he asked, "About those rubbers we didn't have..." "Oh yeah, well...oops!" She winked at him, hiding behind her towel, squealing when he pinched her perfect butt, chasing her to the bed, where she bundled up in the sheets, teasing, "Come and get me!" Luther got into bed, and they moved close together, fitting naked bodies into a spoon. It was quiet except for the muffled noise of a TV in the next room, someone unable to sleep...unlike Luther who was just drifting off when Sally said, "You know Dodger, I feel so free with you. Like we belong together, kinda strange for me." "I'm glad," he replied, still slightly dazed by this beautiful woman who was unbelievably understanding and accommodating. "My childhood...I don't know, I guess what happened just made me think sex was dirty, that it couldn't be fun and loving, tender." Jolted awake, Luther touched her wet hair, asking, "What happened Gypsy? You weren't..." "Raped, yes...and molested before that." "God, I'm sorry sweetheart." He felt anger, rage and then an overwhelming need to protect her. She reflected solemnly, "The migrant camps were awful, all kinds of creeps coming and going. Ma and pa usually stayed out of them, in rented trailers or even outdoors, on park benches, ocean beaches when possible...but now and then, we had to join a camp. Larry, my little brother..." her voice broke, and she paused, shifting slightly, then continuing in a detached voice, "He came up missing right after I was molested by that man, when I was only ten years old." Appalled, Luther tried to stifle his shock by asking quickly, "How terrible for you, what happened?" "In one of the camps, North Carolina...summer, real hot and...I don't know, Larry was only eight, and had always been puny. He couldn't handle the fields, picking beans in that awful heat, so I took him back to the camp. Middle of the day, this old nasty guy comes in, starts to molest me, just got my pants off...but I was spunky, screaming, kicking and trying to get loose, so Larry woke up, and he runs over, pounding his little fists on the creep, and this old pervert gets Larry, grabs him up and runs out of the shanty." She swallowed convulsively, her voice flat, "We never saw Larry again." "But...what about the authorities, did they look for him?" "You see, Dodger, we lived on the fringes, not really part of the establishment or society and, although I told the overseer and the owner of the fields, and they said they contacted the authorities, I doubt they did. No cops were trusted by the migrants, so if they'd come around asking questions, we'd have been in deep shit. And the owners probably thought it fortunate, since it was one less problem for them, a kid too puny to work." Luther had a strong surge of compassion, empathy, feelings he rarely experienced. "I'm so sorry Gypsy." "Look, my ma and pa loved us both, and it broke their hearts to lose Larry. I used to think I'd see him in a crowd, but it never was. I tried to make it up to my ma...but..." He touched her face, feeling tears and wiping them away, wanting to somehow remove the past, wipe it away as easily as the tears. "When I was fifteen, I was brutally raped in one of the camps, orange gathering in Florida. I didn't report it, never said a word, kept it to myself cause I knew it would kill my ma. Only then...I was pregnant. To make a long story short, I ran away, stole some money and had an abortion. Been on my own since then, since age sixteen." "And your folks, they still alive?" "I just don't know. I never tried to find them again, wanting to forget all that stuff." Overwhelmed by her misfortune, Luther felt almost ashamed of his own privileged youth; he had no valid reason for desperate survival tactics such as crime, and in fact often wondered why he behaved as he did. She lay still, then slowly turned to look into his eyes, asking, "Are you upset with me?" "God no! I'm shocked you have survived, what with all the hurt, the violence directed against you when you were so young, so helpless..." She sat bolt upright, glaring at him. "I'm not helpless, not now, not ever again!" Alarmed, he hurriedly corrected, "I mean, I can understand how all that made you strike out, get into crime." "Yes, but I'm not helpless anymore." "No, no of course not," Luther lied, "in fact, you are the least helpless female I've ever known." He sensed this was what she wanted to hear, but realized she was indeed vulnerable and although loath to admit it, she was somewhat helpless and alone at this point in her life. But now, pulling her back into his arms, he silently promised himself to stick by her, help make up for all the hurt, all the pain, the wretchedness she'd suffered. She snuggled up to him, sleepily murmuring, "I think you are a great guy, Dodger...and...maybe in time I could come to care for you a lot." The gratification of that statement, the wonder and joy that flowed through Luther made him sigh, "I already care deeply about you Gypsy." But she was asleep, didn't hear him. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER NINE Sally awoke to see Luther leaning on an elbow, staring at her intently, grinning the lopsided grin. She smiled, said, "You sure look happy." "I am, since you." He touched her face, still grinning and peering at her as though she might disappear; it made her uneasy so she gave him a peck on the cheek, and jumped up, suddenly aware of her nakedness, grabbing a sheet around her. He laughed at her sudden modesty, getting up too, searching for his undershorts and pants, pulling them on and kidding, "Not bashful are you?" Sally felt a rush of confusion; last night had been super, easing her frazzled nerves and pent-up sexual frustrations which had surfaced since being near Luther. But now, in the morning light of reality, what she'd done...could it have been a mistake? He asked,"Want some breakfast? I'll go for it, we can eat in here and discuss our plans." "What time is your probation appointment?" she asked, looping the sheet in a knotted side-wrap, seeking her pack of Capri. He got his Marlboros, offered her a light and rubbing his beard stubble, said, "Not till ten and it's barely eight." "I'm not hungry." She puffed on the cigarette, needing the nicotine calm in her blood. "Me neither, not really. Sally about last night," he began, coming to her side, staring into her eyes until she avoided him, going to the windows, peeking out at brilliant sunshine, deserted walkway. "Hey, we scratched our itch," she said, shrugging nonchalantly. He crossed the short distance between them, grasping her shoulders, turning her to face him. "Is that all it meant to you?" "Uh, about that stuff I told you, in the camps..." Sally choked out, regretful about having exposed her vulnerability. Now, standing here in front of him, she wished fervently she could take it all back, hide the raw emotional wound of her past. "Is that what has you so defensive this morning?" Luther bent to kiss her, fighting her resistance until he was holding her close and could breathe into her soft, wavy hair. "Gypsy, you fell asleep before you heard me say that I care deeply about you." "Oh right, you care about me, the product of fruit tramps, used goods, a conning, conniving thief..." she said with disdain. "Stop it, hear? I'm not exactly the prince of propriety you know! It's easy to see why you were practically forced into your lifestyle, but me..." She watched him withdraw, his shoulders slumping. "I had a fairly stable homelife, decent parents..." Sally rushed in, "Your parents, give me a break. Your uptight, repressed father, he would ruin any kid. Ever think of your problem as you trying to piss him off your whole life, doing anything and everything opposite his wishes for you...hurting only yourself in the process?" The words obviously gave him pause for thought, because when he looked at her he was genuinely perplexed. "Think so? I never really understood a lot of my behavior." "I'm no shrink, far from it, but...seems like you go out of your way to disappoint your dad." "Until now, when I had really made an effort..." "Right, sorry. It's all my fault." Sally sat down disgustedly, not up to this heated debate so early, her mind fogged from sleep. He walked to the windows, peered out between parted drapes, at length musing half to himself, "It's no one's fault except my own. Whether you'd come along or not, I'd of been looking for trouble sooner or later." She didn't reply, just continued smoking and trying to compose herself. "I've had a lousy life, but it's no one's fault but my own. And now, I've met you." He glanced at her, grinned wistfully. "I want so badly to help you...but sweetheart, it ain't by committing a crime." That brought Sally to her feet, her face flaming with indignation. "You said you would!" Surprised, he amended, "I mean, I'd rather not but if that is the only way I can help you..." He turned his palms up, surrendering. She tugged the sheet across the room, heading for the bathroom, muttering, "Men! Can't live with 'em, and can't live without 'em!" He chuckled, going to the phone, dialing a number; she could hear him talking very low, not able to decipher his conversation when the showerspray hit her full-force. By the time she finished, Luther was gone. She combed out her hair, brushed her teeth, put on makeup sparingly. Sally dressed in an aqua-colored knit outfit, pants and loose blouse for comfort, and then dropped down in the easy chair, wondering about Dodger - he seemed warm, caring...but still doubtful about this job. And the job meant everything to her; it was the sole reason for being here. However, she allowed herself the fleeting image of his closed eyes, his pleasure-flushed face last night when he'd been able to find release after such a long, lonely time... and having her needs satisfied, the bonding in sharing of pasts. Could she ever love this man? He was nothing like Joe, and although the initial sexual stamina had been better between she and Joe, the fulfillment of pleasing Luther, leading him slowly and gently to overcome his fears - it had been rewarding in a way sex never had with Joe. Remembering Joe's descent into cocaine and heroin addiction, Sally shuddered; he'd finally lost all interest in sex, preferring the mistress of oblivion, strung-out and mindless most of the time. And God, when he needed that fix, he got insane, once even beating her when she tried to stop him - the assault that convinced them both they had to part. Had she loved Joe? Part of her did, saddened by his demonic drive for drugs...his lostness and sorrowful demeanor. She recognized that same demeanor in Luther, the little-boy neediness and vulnerability. Why did she always see that in outlaws? Never in those successful businessmen she flim-flamed ruthlessly? Maybe part of her would always identify with outcasts, due to being one as a child of migrants. She sighed, glancing at the door and saw a note pinned there, got it and read: Be back by one, will see Harris and get us lunch, return with someone you need to meet, be ready sweetheart! Love ya, Dodger * * * * Well before one o'clock, Sally had settled her motel bill with the desk clerk, paid for one more night, then got back to the suite, glad the maid had cleaned during her brief absence. She sat by the window, watching for Luther, chain- smoking; her stomach was tightening from hunger, and she was nervous, expecting the visitor to be the ex-con Brinks guard. How in hell had a Brinks guard wound up in prison...unless...? At that moment she saw her Toyota come whirling into the lot and park. Luther got out, joined by a tall, gaunt, stark-faced man, jet-black oily hair with a raven-peak on his high forehead, dressed dramatically all in black, a bad-ass Johnny Cash lookalike. She stood, smoothed her pants and blouse, fluffed out her wavy hair, hurriedly put on lipstick in front of the mirror, and dumped an overflowing ashtray into the toilet, flushing the cigarette stench away. As she came out the bathroom door, Luther was knocking, and yelling, "Got us some chow here, Gypsy!" She let him in, and he put the food on the table, gesturing to the darkly sinister stranger. "This is Marvin Hanover, Sally. Marvin, this is my woman, Gypsy." She couldn't suppress a disdainful look at Luther when he called her his woman. She belonged to no one! Catching her look, Luther shrugged as though to say he had to seem in control, at least with this tough- looking customer. Sally got a whiff of the food and said, "Nice to meet you, but I'm famished!" She sat down, began taking out wrapped ham sandwiches, ice tea and added, "Hope you don't mind, but I'm starving!" The man just stood there, tight-lipped and looking at her morosely. Luther asked politely, "Won't you join us, there's plenty for you Marvin." "No thanks, already ate." Sally dispensed the food, dividing potato salad, baked beans, cole slaw. "Yummy, this smells delicious, not from a fast-food joint?" Luther put out napkins, replying, "No, a great deli I know in the city. So Marvin, have a seat." The strange man went to the sofa, sat down stiffly as though he had a corn-cob up his ass, rigidly perched on the edge of the seat. "Don't mean to rush you, but ain't got all day." "Yeah, gotcha. Sally this is the ex-con who was a Brinks guard." "You were a guard, but ended up in prison?" Sally muttered through a mouthful of tangy baked beans, glancing at him curiously. "Damn straight, and I'm here to tell you ain't no way of taking a car, not like you got in your head anyhow." He leaned back, began picking his nose distractedly. Sally looked away, disgusted. "So tell her about it, Marvin," Luther urged, eating ravenously. "The way I see it," Marvin began, finally giving up his futile pursuit of nose picking, "is like, this is nutty as a fruitcake. You ain't go idea one about a car, and the risks, the security system in that car..." "Look, we don't need to get into the car. We can just rip-off the moneybags picked up from a department store as the guards are coming out, that'd be a big score." Marvin snorted, hunching forward, all skin-and- bones, a skeletal man. "No offense, but you are blowing smoke. My partners, we thought we had it down, and hell, I was in the damned car, a guard. Know what happened?" Luther stopped eating, glanced at Marvin, then at Sally who turned to chance a look in his direction. "What?" she prodded. "Killed, all three of my partners! I'm the only one didn't die, got shot but didn't die. Did hard time for it, damn hard time!" Sally swallowed, momentarily stunned. She at last found her voice, asking, "Poor planning?" Marvin leaped up, crossed to them in two steps, thrust his bony fingers into her hair, jerking her head back and snarling, "Bitch! Listen to what I'm saying. We had it planned down to the wire, and we still got snuffed. That's the bottom line." He sneered, his face coming close enough so that Sally could smell a gamy odor that almost made her gag. "No matter if you got it planned, shit happens." Sally struggled, and Luther pushed back, stood up, demanded, "Let her go." And Marvin did, but not before Sally saw a switchblade flash in his hand, which made her flesh crawl as she fell forward limply in the chair. "Bitch, you get this straight. I ain't here to do no harm, but this scheme is stupid. I'm warning you outa favor to Lu. I owe him." He stalked to the door, looked back at her with a snarl on his thin lips. "You do a car, you might not live to see the inside of a joint." Then he slammed out, striding down the walkway past the windows. Luther went to the windows, watched as the man descended the steps, heading for the office. "He's probably going to call a cab." Sally was shaking, having been scared by the man's violent outburst. He'd reminded her of the malicious creeps who'd hung around migrant camps and his threats had brought back ugly, cruel mind-pictures she was having trouble shutting off. Luther turned, took one look at her face and rushed to her, took her in his arms, begging, "Forgive me, but I had to let you see just exactly what you might be getting yourself into..." Sally fought him, pulling away and running to the bathroom, hand over her mouth...bending over the toilet, retching up everything she'd just eaten. Pale and trembling, she got up, dashing cold water on her face as Luther helped her, holding a washcloth to her face, saying, "Sweetheart...Gypsy, I'm sorry but it's got to be faced. You have to see what kind of risks might be in this thing, what you could wind up confronting..." Sally wept, for the first time doubtful about her plans, the stark-faced man's warning still echoing in her mind as she sobbed in Luther's arms, uncertain what the future held now. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER TEN Luther sat by the bed, watching Sally sleep. He regretted what he'd done, but in another way, he was glad it had worked. Marvin Hanover would have scared the shit out of him at one time, and though the man had never robbed an armored car, he was a thief, crack addict and for the price of a fix would butcher his own mother. A few bucks had bought quite a performance today from him. Sally sighed, rolling over with her back to him, and Luther reflected that maybe now she would get off this armored car idea, which was ridiculous. He knew next to nothing about it, but had heard tales in the joint, enough to fake it and put fear into her heart. Somehow, he would save Gypsy from herself, and together maybe they could live a crime-free life. Presently, he went to the car, got a map and began looking over possible routes to Florida...thinking a leisurely drive would be interesting, since he'd never been farther south than Memphis. Smoking, Luther recalled his meeting with Harris - it been smooth, no problems. After the kid called Sally's realtor friend, Harris gave his approval, allowing them a week for travel, saying maybe Luther needed time to unwind, prepare for settled life, and a demanding job-training experience. It was near six when Sally roused herself, looking up at Luther, asking, "Did I sleep too long?" He told her no, helping her sit and then gently saying, "I'm real sorry about that, sweetheart. It's just better you know men like that exist." She jerked away from him, putting her feet on the floor, getting off the bed and smoothing out her wrinkled knit suit, angrily declaring, "Don't you think I know that, huh? The tramps in migrant camps, remember?" "Yeah..." Luther ventured, worried about where this was leading. "I saw men like him - more like animals, really, than men. But hey, we don't have to deal with them. After all, this is our caper, and we're in control of what happens." "Except for the unforeseen stuff, yeah," he agreed, moving nearer and wanting to touch her. But she moved away, going to the window, staring out pensively. "You know Joe...had a drug problem..." "You mentioned it and he told me he used at one time. While we were celled together though, he couldn't make a connection..." Her eyes drifted to him, her face pallid, drained. "He can be pretty wild himself, when using." "That's an addict for you. But he's in the joint, no problem for us." "We're probably better off, cause he'd sure want a piece of the action." She headed for the bathroom, asking, "What'd the parole officer say?" "He bought it, called your friend and even said I could have a week's traveling time." Luther went to the bathroom door, watching her brush her teeth, fluffing out her hair, putting on lipstick. "I feel shitty, puking is awful! I guess that asshole...well, he sorta reminded me of those creeps at camp..." Luther shifted uncomfortably, asking, "Think you could eat something now?" "I tell you what I'd like, just a chocolate malt and for us to stay in, watch movies or something, rest up for our trip tomorrow." She walked to him, caught his hand as it was slicking back his thin hair off his forehead. "You are going to Florida with me?" "Yeah, but I thought maybe you would be reconsidering the armored car idea?" He held her hand, looking deep into her beautiful emerald eyes. Grinning, she teased, "Not yet, not until you've had a look at the situation in that mall." "In Titusville?" "Yes, because if we decide to go for it, we could always leave town, settle elsewhere. Actually, I thought you would probably want to return here, St. Louis." "Nothing much here for me anymore and besides," he paused, suddenly self-conscious. "What?" She pulled him against her, nibbling his earlobe. "Who's shy now?" He put her at arm's length, looking into her eyes timidly. "I care for you Gypsy, can't help it." Smiling, white teeth showing, she went back into his arms, whispering, "I want to care for you too, but...give me time." Disappointed, Luther wished he had her love already, but understood her reservations, the emotional barriers she'd erected after being abused by men. He said honestly, "I'll give you all the time you need, sweetheart." * * * * Before hitting the sack, Luther and Sally discussed their trip; she told him the route she'd taken - Interstate 55 south through Mississippi, then 1-10 across the Florida panhandle, 1-95 down the coast to Titusville. He agreed to the route south through Mississippi, but suggested they spend a couple days in the coastal cities, seeing the sights, perhaps going to Gulf Shores and sunning on the beach, if the weather stayed favorable. He'd never been to the ocean, something she found almost unbelievable. Rising before dawn, Luther went out and brought back breakfast, and they ate while packing and discussing their trip. Tuesday was warm but with predictions for rain, a stormfront moving through Missouri and a bit farther south, so they wanted to get on the road early. Sally had phoned Joey, and told Luther all was well, but that the child was beginning to whimper and whine about missing her "mommy" - which made Sally anxious to get home. However, she seemed to understand when he expressed his wishes not to rush the trip, take their time and let him adjust to unlimited freedom. Luther asked to drive first, so they headed out of St. Louis in a good mood, him pointing to a state landmark, the Gateway Arch looming 630 feet high, a towering emblem positioned on the bank of the Mississippi River downtown to remind people this city was once the gateway to the west. He gave her a few facts, telling her it was part of the Jefferson National Expansion Memorial, had a panoramic observation room at the top of the Arch and pioneer exhibits in the museum. She looked impressed, staring raptly at the looped arch above them as they passed beneath it, commenting, "A monster! Do you like big cities?" "Not now, they're too dangerous." He maneuvered past a diesel truck on the long bridge, glanced at her sly grin. "What you grinning about?" "Aren't you part of that danger, being a criminal?" she joked, giving him a soft punch on the arm. "At one time maybe. But I tell you one thing, when I was burglarizing homes, I never hurt no one. These punks today, they go in, don't give a shit if someone's home, just kill 'em, do anything, no planning, no pride in their work." Sally was stifling a chuckle, but it escaped and she shook her head. "Boy, you are a pro...but your...well, your attitude is out-of-date." "And that's a problem?" He took out a cigarette, shoving in the dash lighter. "Frankly," she sighed, getting a cigarette and putting it between her lips, "you are a better man than some straight guys I've met. At least you know your limits, and these days, crooked politicians, cops on the take...well, I hate hypocrites." He lit his cigarette, leaned over to give her a light and remarked, "I think we agree on being honest with each other." "Yes, it's the best policy," she replied, stretching out her legs, carefully smoothing her pink angora sweater and pants, which Luther thought made her look radiantly beautiful. He wished he had some nice clothes, other than khaki pants, jeans, and one dress suit. "Could you help me pick out some clothes when we get to Titusville?" "Oh sure, you're gonna need a whole new wardrobe in the warmer climate, and I love shopping!" "Me too, except for the cash flow..." "Don't worry, I have enough to tide us over." She took a drag on her thin cigarette, smiled enigmatically. The curiosity was killing him, but Luther held his tongue; she'd tell him how she got flush when ready, without any prodding. He stared at the highway, determined to give her ample time...and besides, he now had his paycheck to help on gas, or meals en route to Florida. "How'd you get the nickname Dodger?" Sally queried, looking at him. "As a kid, I was a fairly good baseball pitcher and some of the guys named me that, cause I was always dodging the balls at practice," he said, fondly recalling those carefree times before his troubled teens. The hours passed uneventfully, and they chatted amiably, snacked on the sandwiches and cokes they'd packed in a cooler, watching the unfolding landscape, bypassing major cities, sticking to the interstate. Near twilight, they decided to call it a day and Luther took an exit ramp that indicated lodging, a nothing area past the Louisiana border. The small cinderblock motel was mediocre, but necessary and they pulled in, Sally registering while Luther waited. He sat in the cramped Toyota, dying to get out; other than two brief stops, one at a gas station and one at a rest stop, he'd been behind the wheel all day. His legs and feet were almost numb, and he hoped never to see another boring stretch of flat pine-studded delta land such as that of southern Mississippi. Sally motioned for him to roll down the window, and he did so, hearing her call, "Room 10." "Right." She added, "I'll be on down in a minute, want to check for a place to eat." Luther drove around the building, found the room and pulled in, cut the engine and quickly got out, shivering as a blustery wind whipped across the almost deserted parking lot. He leaned against the car, cupping his hand to light a cigarette, feeling the barren landscape chill him to the bone. It was a desolate motel strip, few people other than travelers bothering to stop here. The flat territory stretched to the horizon and he saw the last fiery edge of sun casting purple-tinted shadows down through high, scattered clouds, traffic streaking noisily along the interstate. Sally came walking along the sidewalk; he heard her steps and turned, watching her approach with a smile. "Hi, I'm here at last. Looks like we can get a decent meal at the Cracker Barrel nearby." He was glad to see her, suddenly realizing what a lonely man he had been before he met her. As she went to the trunk, he followed, impulsively telling her, "God, I'm glad you're here with me." "Yes, this is a real bleak stretch of land." She tiptoed up to kiss him on the lips, then said soberly, "I didn't realize how lonely I had been until I saw you standing here, waiting for me. It was a welcome sight." Amazed, he said, "I had been thinking the same thing about you!" She put the key in the trunk, swung up the lid. "Well we're not alone tonight, mister." Luther grinned, lugging out a suitcase, anticipating a cozy evening together. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ CHAPTER ELEVEN While Sally unpacked a few things, Luther left to fill the gas tank, and get the car ready for the next morning. She was glad for the time alone; her bad episode with that revolting Marvin...it made her gag just thinking about him. Yet, she had to admit the reason for her nausea was tied closely to the rape - Marvin's oily black hair, the pock-marked face, beady dark eyes that continuously menaced her in nightmares - an uncanny similarity. She shuddered, resolutely putting it out of her mind, opening the suitcase and unfolding a pair of cream- colored corduroy pants and mock turtleneck blouse, hanging the outfit on the rack. Her Reeboks were smudged, but she didn't have time to launder them, or other clothing just now. Exhausted, she flopped down on the bed, switching on the TV, catching the tail end of national news, Tom Brokaw giving one last update on the middle- east crisis...which, in her opinion, had some time ago passed the crisis stage and was fast approaching prolonged frustration. The only thing she knew for sure was that gas prices soared higher and higher, and no one in this country was pleased by it. Luther came in, rubbing his hands together. "Ready for some chow?" Sally groaned. "I guess, but I'm so tired! I used to love traveling, but as I get older it seems grueling." He stretched his arms overhead, then running outspread fingers through his thinning hair, sighed. "Ain't it the truth, but in a way it's all new to me, since I been locked up so much that any trip is interesting." "Don't think I could hack it, Dodger, being in the joint," she said, sliding to the edge of